Unsent text message to Owen

That every time I see a notification from you I thrust in the air out of pure joy

I’m over it

I’m over it all

I’ve already explained 282929 times what I needed

No masks…

it suppresses traumatic memories and over time, makes it so the pain goes away too

😔

I get it, maybe I deserve it, but dang you still take forever to reply.

I want to talk to you about what’s happening. I want to know what you think. I want to know how you felt back then. I want to know you again. Just hurry up and reply!

You could have talked to me. I could have been there for you.

I do think you shut me out because you didn't love me or want me anymore. Because if you did love me, why wouldn't you try to talk to me? Give me the opportunity to fix things?

You made me feel like I wasn't worth loving because I was struggling and not…

I burned up your letters. My memory suits me better. Changed my name, made my move. I'm not the one who laid beside you. Forget before and close that door.