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Since 15 i stood by your side . While you were 21 and had nothing to your name
Gave you everything and did everything for you . Cooked cleaned raised our family worked full time . Made sure you had the cannabis you said yiu needed to stop you been like your physically abusive dad . Brought other women to our bed to keep you ******** happy when I wasnt enough alone .
All of this broken me slowly inside .
When I spoke up you dismissed me as been dramatic or needy .you turned a quite girl in to a angry women then showed others I was crazy because of my reaction to how you treated me.
Telling others she is crazy she is dramatic. She is the one who abuses me . She took all my money .
I never got gifts .
I never got flowers
I never got holidays
I organised our nights out and paid for them
I organised any nights away and paid
I organised the kids partys and family holidays and paid .
I was left the day I broke and tried to **** ** **** but couldnt remember taking it after weeks without sleep and argument after argument
Why was I a toy for your games and needs
Why was I left broken spending months to rebuild my self
Why was I not enough. I gave you everything because I loved you so much
Why didnt you emotionally support me but did another women.
Why tell me if I died you would take your life and leave our kids . But 3 days after you left me broken . You moved on to her . Told her the same things you did me.
While saying you never lied . All I hear now is lie after lie about me
The woman who gave you heart heart body mind and soul .
Why wasnt I good enough to truly love.
Why do you now say someone is better than I ever was.
Why do you tell others I abused you I spent every moment not working beside you and rasing our family and looking after your needs before my own .
Why do i no hate myself more than you
Why do i feel i failed
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