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Everything people spread about me- I can see how they would get that and run with it- but- there’s two sides to everything and the failure lies in not seeking out the shared truth on both sides. Then running with their preferred truth as fact-spreading it- feeding off people’s validation- falsely making themselves feel justified in what they know isn’t right. Tell the good with the bad, tell my side too- then- and only then- will you ever be worth following, solid, happy, or at peace in your own life. Can you imagine how I could paint you out if I chose to lower myself to your level? I did pray for God to show me who people were once again- hate what came out of it. Your true colors towards me- are ugly. I’m extremely ****** up for good reason right now but I still wouldn’t do what you did. Ban together and pick circumstances where I messed up and negate all the good I did for you to offer help and kindness- put your blame on me- steal from me- mock me- after the fact find a reason to justify it. I would never have done to anyone the things those I loves have done to me. I brought a challenge to grow- you failed. I failed my own- I’ll start again- but you also need to recognize your failures because they will keep you on the hamster wheel of hurting others stagnation and *** backwards actions and morals. Keep your depression and alcoholism while you don’t understand how stepping on others for validation and attention is exactly why you are where you are. Build? Or destroy? Hollow? Or solid? Who the **** do you think you are?
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