Unsent text message to Ethan

That’s all I wanted. All I was begging for was just some acknowledgment of my feelings and what caused the hurt. I wasn’t even worth a conversation, let alone the truth. That’s what hurt the most, I’m not even worth the time to you.

i will never send you this because i know it will end very badly for both of us but i need to get it off my chest….

how.. where.. WHEN?! did you get the mother ******* audacity to ask for your movies back SIX MONTHS LATER?! you sure your baby mommas gonna like you texting me 3 months before her due date?

first off i had…

You're welcome to come join the show. It was for you anyway

You’ve hurt me more times and in worse ways than anyone in my life ever has besides my ex I told you about…but you’re right after him. You had only been in my life for less than a year and yet you’ve caused me more hurt in that amount of time than people who’ve been in my life for decades. I cried from you as much…

How’s your lonely life over there in MS? Did you get back on Tinder after all your preaching about hookup culture? Were ALL of your ‘values’ a lie?

Did you run to another “nurse”? Back to the first?

I loved you. I let you walk all over me, my life, my wallet, and our friends. You left me twice, because I was dumb enough…

You were so kind to me and I want so much to be your friend. I enjoyed txting you so much late at night over the summer. It felt like I found a true friend. We shared so many common interests that I thought of you as kin. I’ve been so terribly lonely taking care of your relative and it was nice having a friend for…