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You’ve hurt me more times and in worse ways than anyone in my life ever has besides my ex I told you about…but you’re right after him. You had only been in my life for less than a year and yet you’ve caused me more hurt in that amount of time than people who’ve been in my life for decades. I cried from you as much times as I’ve cried from my ex and me and you never even dated.
You’ll never change, and to know everything you’ve ever did to me and anyway you’ve ever treated me was intentional…makes me regret ever loving you or knowing you. To know that you’ve said (after ALL the hurt I felt because of you) “I don’t give a ****, she can STAY mad” is precisely why you’ll never be welcome back in my life. You never cared about me, you never loved me, you don’t care about anyone but yourself and I can never be friends with someone like that. The worst part is, after all the tears, depression, weight loss, lack of sleep, new found insecurities that I have because of you…I still hold love for you in my heart. That’s also what slightly makes me hate you a bit
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