Amber
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J,
I know I caused it. I know this feeling is of my own doing. It's been 9 months since we talked. You are still on my mind constantly.
But I still miss you. I still want you.
I hate myself for hurting you. I hope you don't think about me. I hope you don't care anymore. I hope someone is loving you the way you deserve. The way you need. If not, I hope you find me again when/if I've been able to make the changes I need to make in myself.
I find myself wishing I could scratch your back while you smell me, even though we never did those things in person.
Please sleep well, my love. Please live well. I'm sorry.
W
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