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I’ve been manifesting you. I really hope you feel it and decide to see what’s going on. Sometimes I feel like you do feel it and ignore the pull. Which is understandable considering the fact that you might hate me. I’m hoping you don’t though. There is honestly no reason to and I don’t want to invalidate your feelings by saying that. Maybe there is something to hate me about. But I didn’t hurt you.. at least not in any intentional or known way. All I’ve done is be sad that you left and if that makes me a bad person then I guess I do hope that you don’t come back. I don’t want someone who doesn’t want me to be sad when they hurt me. Or someone that wants me to act normal and casual like just a few days before we weren’t in love doing what people in love do. I mean that was a long time ago but you wanted me to be okay when you broke up with me when I was literally in love with you. I’m going on a ramble now. Overall, I just hope if you feel me asking for you that you really think why. I hope you reflect on your actions and apologize for some things. I have reflected on mine and there are things I am sorry for that I will say when you come to me. I can’t come to you anymore because it never goes well. I’m hoping if you come to me first for once that we can work this thing out and be in each other’s lives again. We don’t have to be lovers. I just really miss you and want your company at least.
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