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Hey, whether you want to hear this or not is up in the air, but heregoes. Its been 10 days now. 10 days of asking myself questions like "why" or "what if?" And 10 days of grabbing my phone everytime it went off hoping its you. 10 days without phone conversation, no work day check ins, or random pics. It was 10 days ago I felt the exact kind of hurt ive not felt in years. To have turned my truck around with flowers for you on my passenger seat, i cant tell you the emotions that slammed me at once during that short yet very long drive home. Though through that let down, dissapointment, and hurt, ive still held hope if you reaching out. Whether its to give closure, or to rekindle what we had. Though realistically I know I wont get either. So here I am, in a leap of fate sending you this text to tell you my feelings my feelings were true. I was falling in love with you, and told all my homies "no this girl is different" to have it all ripped away from me. Maybe what I actually am saying, is I miss you more than I should. I really just wish things were different.
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