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Hi my love, I really miss you… I miss the person I got to see smile and laugh… I’m sorry I was the one who brought you so much pain…💔😞 I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you from that experience… I always wish I could go back in time, fly to where you are, and just figure it out sometimes. But… I’m still in school, I don’t even have a driver’s license yet or a job… I hate that our lives are so different. Because I’m trying to change FOR YOU… but you haven’t changed a bit at all for me… and I really want you to change into someone who will use their potential… and stop holding themselves back because they are afraid of failing or asking for help or changing their life trajectory when I so desperately want you to stay. Stop talking about having a short lifespan, stop talking about how you won’t have any kids! I just want you to dream again my love💔💔 and it makes me SO SAD because I know it could’ve been us, but I have genuine things I must work on… I know you won’t change because you’re so damn stubborn, or maybe you will one day... But I wish our story and journeys have a happy ending where we get led back to one another. I pray for it in the back of my mind every day.
I miss you so much it makes my heart hurt. I miss you my love. I miss telling you that when we call to say goodnight. 💔 I miss you. I love you to the moon and back.
Love, L
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