iMessage
Hi my little Fleur, it's me again, I want to send you so many messages right now, I want us back but I can't.
I don't know who I am and I don't even know where I am heading in life right now.
Ever since I left you, I've been dedicated to sports and my work and it's going well, but I feel empty. I don't know if you want me back or not, I keep looking at your social media, it's so hard to let go, I'm so weak and I know it. I miss you so much. I have so many regrets but at the same time I know that if I left you, it was to find myself because I was always lost in my life, and I know it'll sound selfish, but being with you was the best thing and the worst thing in my life. The best because I loved you with all my heart, and the worst because along the way I was losing myself with each step I took with you. And I wasn't worried about that at the moment, but today I can't feel it, I've been so far away from the one I want to be. I LOVE YOU so much and I want to come back, but at the same time I want to pursue what I always pursue in my life: ME. And I don't even know if you want me back, if you hate me, or even worse, if you don't care about me anymore.
I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE FLEUR
Message Unsent