Unsent text message to Audrey

Hi, I hope you’re doing well, feeling happy and healthy. I know there is not much to say, i just wanted to reach out again for closure. I miss you a lot, actually every single day since we last saw each other. You cannot imagine how much of a big impact our relationship had on me. And how much this whole aftermath of…

T… This song was right because I challenge myself now to get through the hardest point in my life. You had a main playing factor in the downfall of my life and I had a part too because chaos goes with me hand in hand wherever I try to run to. You know what you were doing to my head. You pretended … I saw it in your…

Hi.

I’ve been thinking for a while about whether I should reach out to you, because I really don’t want to interfere in your life.

I’m not expecting a reply or anything from you, I just feel like I need to get things off my chest in order to move on.

I don’t know what you know about me, and I don’t know what happened…

You were perfect in the beginning. You are still perfect when you want something from me. It’s all a lie. My mind is tricked into thinking that version of you is back. It never lasts long. My mind can’t grasp how different you actually are.

I have to remind myself that this is the real you. The one who ignores me after…

Guess who’s been up probably for way too long

When I asked you to take your time and think, I meant it. You’ve done nothing wrong. But I wish you would hurry up. As time passes I only keep missing you. I’d do anything to see your name on my caller ID even at this hour. I know you’re awake, and alone. If you came to see me, could this finally be over? Can I…