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I'm sorry, this apology should have been given to you long ago but you stopped responding to me. I wish I never did that, we met when I was in a bad place and you made me feel important like I could actually be something and I was horrible. You were just amazing and I was young and dumb I made you feel horrible I was always complaining about you not having time for me and I made you cry. I'm sorry for complaining I just liked how you made me feel, but now I know I was just using you to make myself feel better I wish I treated you like how a good friend would. I wish I didn't treat you like a tool to make me feel happier. I hate myself for that I thought just because we were only online friends I could use you like that now I know that I never had that right and I'm surprised that you even put up with someone like me. I really hate how I made you feel like a terrible person for not texting me back. I understand why you don't respond when I try to reach out and I will respect that because I don't deserve your attention, not after what I have done. So this is my final goodbye to you I am truly sorry for everything and I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. I still think about you sometimes you know? You probably don't think of me anymore. I played that Roblox game sorry mountain I'm not very good at obbys it took 3 hours but I got to the summit just to see your avatar again and pretend that we're playing together like before. I still play that game we used to play in your private server as well just for some nostalgia. I'm still working on myself but I just need you to know that I am trying to improve myself from who I was years ago and that I really do want to reconnect even if its just to send this apology. I am truly sorry
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