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I understand now why I can’t have you. Why I can’t be happy. I am the embodiment of evil. I don’t want to be evil, but I guess I don’t have a choice anymore. I’m losing more and more time as it takes over. Days turn to weeks that I can’t remember. I wish I could go back and un-do the deal that was made but even that is lost in time. I don’t know how much longer I’ll be here or why I am even still here to begin with but I miss having you in my life. You’ve been everything from a wife to a best friend. All I know is that I want you in my life even if I can’t have you. I just miss your smile… your laugh. Please come back…. I need your guidance. They want me to do things that I don’t want to do. I’m afraid I’ll just come to and these things will already be done. But nobody believes me anyways. I’m pretty sure even you were starting to doubt. Well… if I don’t see you again, I hope we find each other in the next life. We usually do. I love you 🫶
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