Vanessa
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I found out you moved on months later when i am still grieving a year on. She works at the company and stares at me. Then I got the information that put it all into place.
I grieve someone who does not exist. A ghost and a version of what could have been. It was a suckerpunch to my stomach.
She is beautiful. And she does not know yet about the choice she made. I hope she gets spared from the pain and damage that i carry.
Loving someone who hurts you is a pain I never want to feel again. I pray to any god it ends soon.
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