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Will I see your face again?
09/20/2026 - one year after the night. We went to the concert and I drove us. On the way back, you held my hand, you massaged my head. And when we stopped and I looked into your eyes, you said “hmm”…and I looked away. We got to your house and you invited me inside. The chemistry between us was palpable. And we gave in to it. So a year later, the day hit me hard.
It’s taken a long time, but I’m ok. I still think of you often, but I don’t think I’m even a blip on your radar. And I don’t understand…you said you loved me…you showed me you loved me…how did it all end so suddenly, the way it did?
I tried so hard, too hard. I reached out and kept reaching when you didn’t want to hear from me. I know I was wrong to keep on. I’m sure you think I’m crazy. And after trying and failing, I just wanted to hurt you the way you hurt me. That wasn’t possible.
Your friendship mattered more than the chemistry. I wish I hadn’t gone inside that night. I loved you so much. And even if you came back (you won’t) I don’t think I could actually be your friend again because you broke me and you didn’t care.
“I listen to a whisper Slowly drift away. Silence is the loudest Parting words you’ll never say. I put your world into my veins. Now a voiceless sympathy Is all that remains”.
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