Unsent text message to Abigail

I miss when we were friends. That's the hard part

Looking over at you right now disgusts me. I want you out of my life and my apartment. What you did to me is unforgivable, and then you have the nerve to look me in the eyes and lie to me, pretending to be so sincere. You are in for a rude awakening. Hope more prison time was worth messing with someone who never…

Darling!!! It took me way too long to only now realize that you're just as batshit crazy as I am.

Is that why you don’t want me anymore? Because I'm the mirror you never wanted to look into and see yourself staring right back?? Is it why you keep hating yourself since you can just never say no to me??? Is this why you…

Everytime I think, today is the day I am just going to tell you how often I think about you, that I want to take you to that dinner you keep joking about. That my heart has pounded so hard everytime we make contact, when I walked in on you with your shirt off 2x in a row, something unnerves me. I don't know how to…

Hope you’re ready for the backlash. You crossed a ******* line.

For abandoning myself so willingly. You checked out 3 months in. I stuck around 3 more years. I’m actually embarrassed even though no ever ‘perceived’ our relationship. How ****** is that.