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How you already moved on. It’s been not even a week. You never posted me. You blocked me and posted her. You never complimented me, but I’m sure you compliment her. Was i just convenient like everyone said? Was i really just that easy? How could something so real be so fake? All these rhetorical questions run through my head even more than my own thoughts already did. Idk what i did to deserve this. All I’ve ever wanted was love and I’m sorry you thought i was lying but id never lie to someone i valued and cared and loved to as much as i did you. I wanted it to be you. I became so stupid and blind just so i could be with you. Never again. I’ll love you for a long time i think but please don’t come back. I’m not strong enough. I’ll just collapse into your arms again, like i always do. I hope you’re happy with her and i hope she heals you in ways i wasn’t able to. I tried to fix you i really did but maybe im not supposed to fix people anymore. I’m so broken (#emo) but i really am. All i do is get used and played with and lied to and im so tired of it. I have no one genuinely i don’t. One day maybe.?
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