Unsent text message to Mason

Once i thought you were the best "almost" i've ever/never had... today i found out you cheated.

Sobra akong nanghihinayang na 2 years ago, we did not get our chance. Sabi pa natin dati, sana kung pwede na, pwede pa. Tinanong kasi kita noon kung may nakikita ka bang future sa akin, at sinabi mo wala. I got tired of…

Hi my little Fleur, it's me again, I want to send you so many messages right now, I want us back but I can't.

I don't know who I am and I don't even know where I am heading in life right now.

Ever since I left you, I've been dedicated to sports and my work and it's going well, but I feel empty. I don't know if you want…

You walked away because you said you felt weird but I'm always here, just a message away. Not waiting, but worrying sometimes.

Truth is I still miss you. Some days get easier, but there’s never a day I don’t think of you. I saw you put back an old photo of me on your grid. Maybe it means you won’t always hate me. Maybe it means you miss me. Idk, in the end, it doesn’t even matter anymore. That part of us left long before I did. It could have…

I Know we can't speak anymore, its not good for either one of us.

I made a mistake that cost me one of the clesest people I had left,

I miss you so so much.. Half of me wishes you find this eventually..

We weren't perfect.. but you so easily became a part of my life when…

Love doesn’t care if ur rich or poor,

Love doesn’t care if ur black or white,

Love doesn’t care if ur fat or thin,

Love doesn’t care about difficult situations…