Unsent text message to Heather

I hope you channel that hatred you have of me into something good. Like getting laid and moving on. I know I am!

Hats off

I miss standing beside you just before a melodic bass drop, knowing we were both waiting for the same moment.

I miss planning festivals, getting ready together, travelling somewhere new, and feeling like every experience was ours.

I know I can still go to shows and create new memories. But right now, I don’t just miss…

If you hate me and never want to give me closure for crossing a boundary and hurting you, I get it. I just want to apologize for how I handled our relationship.

I regret not facing my avoidance head-on to flesh my ambiguous feelings towards you with my therapist, because I didn’t feel “the spark”.

I regret taking my…

When I found out you had her cut your hair before our date I can’t lie I was repulsed. I’m glad I found out the truth, you’re still a two timer who lies to get what you want from people. But I still miss you. And our friendship. But you crossed the line and made me think this was gonna be something real. I had to let…

Ya Kept poking the bear!

u don’t like the bears fierce reaction.

Despite many warnings u could have left the bear alone.

But no & now ur scared…

Last night a memory popped into my brain. Usually I’d want to SH or cry. Last night, I smiled. I let the memory live and I smiled. I caught myself happy remembering the good times. Is this healing? I know you aren’t thinking of me. I wonder how long it took you to forget about me. But wow… I was able to smile.