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That’s what I miss. Even without me I hope you find him. I hope you do something that brings you happiness. You were never stringing me along because there were never expectations or promises. You weren’t giving me what I wanted that’s true in part but not that someone else can give that to me. What I wanted was you to be that person you used to be.
Don’t remember him? Because I do. I have pictures. He is slowly slipping away. I see it. Life is too short to not truly live it. It wasn’t me feeling unwanted. I see that now too. I miss him. The smile, the jokes, the singing in the car. Being carefree and happy. You seem so depressed. One thing after another after another. I think that’s what makes you want to push everyone away. You want to just walk away from everything and everyone. I lost sight of the important part too and I’m sorry.
It’s not about us. You want me to be happy then do things that makes you happy. That will make me happy. I don’t want you hurting.
Thats what I want that’s what I need. I won’t lie and say I don’t want to share the happy moments with you I do, but regardless.
You push me away for the very same reason. You love me. It’s not even something I need you to say. It’s never been. I feel it even in your push.
You are pushing me away from your flames so I won’t burn but if it hurts you no matter where I am it’s gonna hurt me too.
Let me go, come back to me, either way find happiness, be happiness, you haven’t neglected me I think it’s you….I’ve watched you neglect you.
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