Unsent text message to Zach

I look back at things and I see faults on both sides while navigating our life and the work surrounding gossip it was a lot of stress. Not that I wouldn't have kept trying to find a solution.

my biggest mistake out of it all. I mean even out of getting my back broke from the spiraling. My friend! k was cool I mean I…

Hey, I stay up late at night thinking about you. It all hurts and I’ve been crying a lot. I am not sorry for what I said to you on Monday because it was the truth. I know you’re working right now. I’m pathetically still tracking your schedule as I marked my calendar up until the end ot the year. Do you think of me or…

I miss you, and I hope one day I don’t. Until then I hope you’re okay .

And you probably don’t think of me at all anymore. But I think I miss you? Would you like to be friends again?

J I miss you so much right now Years have passed and I still wonder about you every single day and surprisingly I don’t think about you the way you would expect even though I do miss being intimate with you I think back more on how you’re doing in your life I’ve been struggling J and you were the one person I ever…

alot

I have nothing else to say