Unsent text message to Morgan

Hey, I stay up late at night thinking about you. It all hurts and I’ve been crying a lot. I am not sorry for what I said to you on Monday because it was the truth. I know you’re working right now. I’m pathetically still tracking your schedule as I marked my calendar up until the end ot the year. Do you think of me or…

I miss you, and I hope one day I don’t. Until then I hope you’re okay .

And you probably don’t think of me at all anymore. But I think I miss you? Would you like to be friends again?

J I miss you so much right now Years have passed and I still wonder about you every single day and surprisingly I don’t think about you the way you would expect even though I do miss being intimate with you I think back more on how you’re doing in your life I’ve been struggling J and you were the one person I ever…

alot

I have nothing else to say

Here i am attending a wedding tomorrow without you and yeah I know the wedding im attending wasn't your favorite person but damm E. we could've figured it out and been happy together. Im not a fool to think you wouldn't have made it awkward and a mild pain but it would be worth it with you.

N.