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Hi. I hope you’re doing ok. And that you’re loving your new neighborhood that has lots of more personality 😋
I just applied to a place and should be moving in like mid November. I’m curious how it’ll feel. I’ve only lived in DC while dating you. It’ll also be the same neighborhood. We shall see.
I miss you. I miss our laughs and just us relaxing together. I also don’t miss not feeling considered or being talked to poorly. As time passes and the feelings of being in love fade, I realize that those incompatibilities are not fixable. Not if you’re coming at it from a place of who’s to blame and such. Not if you can’t own up to your faults without immediately trying to justify and divert “blame”. It was never about blame, it was about understanding each other. And meeting each other where the other needed it.
Anyways, won’t beat a dead horse to death lol. I just felt like reaching out but know I shouldn’t. So doing this instead.
Also, I had a dream with you the other night. Pretty sure it wasn’t the first one, but I could never remember the other ones. We were broken up already and I missed one of your texts. If I could have seen it in time, maybe we could’ve gotten back together or gotten some better closure or gotten to a place that we felt happier. Not sure, dreams are confusing lol but I wonder if it relates to me looking for that missed “text” or behavior or sign that I should have never left. That little bit of hope within me is hard to kill lol. It’s the smallest it’s ever been, but it’s still stubbornly there. I try to deny it most days lol dk if it’ll ever go away…
Talk whenever the universe makes it so :)❤️
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