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Hi \*\*\*\* , I hope you’re fine .
Since you’ve not replied to my text since 38 hours , I’ll conclude that you don’t want to continue talking and that’s fine , only thing you could’ve done was communicating this maturely as a \*\*y/o ,not leaving me with dump of assumptions that why! what! how! I don’t know what went wrong , did I say something morally incorrect , or something because I’ve been figuring since last night and in don’t honk I said something which offended or triggered you . May be I was being over friendly I don’t think so but still I just cannot figure out, I don’t know about you but I overthink and in all this a human nature is to blame themselves rather than to other atleast in my case it is that way .
What should I say there were gazillions of thought running in my mind , I know it’s been two days talking , you can’t get connected to a person in two days and all but c’mon even you felt the vibe and I did too and I already told you earlier I do get attached to the person I vibe with but it is too soon I know, even I’m shocked that why is it affecting me so much .
Well I don’t want to keep everything inside me be like okay done we talked , didn’t vibed and all but no I won’t normalise ghosting at all , even you said you don’t but see the case . I will tell you or any other person if something bothers me or is not ethically/morally correct .
After all this I feel disgusted from myself , disrespected on top . I’m not able to see myself in the mirror . I only gave one chance to trust a man and I lost and because of that my inner self is at war with me . Well you won’t understand that . It needs a lot of emotional maturity and accountability which i couldn’t see . I may be wrong. You ghosted the wrong human sir . A person who fears ghosting , a person who was nothing but genuine , authentic since start.
I don’t even know that you’ll read this much big text or not but I’ll still send it because I don’t want to downgrade or insult myself in front of my own eyes . I don’t care how you see me as a person but I do care how I see myself..
I’m sorry if I did something wrong And I’m realising how long letter I’ve written which most probably is gonna get ignored 😅
Hope you find whatever you want Signing off A human with soft heart and million dreams \*\*\*\*\\^
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