Unsent text message to Anthony

I know it’s still too soon but a day hasn’t gone by that i haven’t thought of you. I hope you are doing okay, I know it was a mutual decision for us to end but, I wish things could have ended differently, anyways, goodbye 💔

As much as I hate how things turned out between us, you truly understood me, you knew when something was wrong, you was somebody who I felt I could be 100% open with, I didn’t feel judged, you knew it all.

I got the courage to completely view your profile, not just your photos.

I re-read the last two conversations we had and now see there wasn't anything there on your end. I misinterpreted the emojis and a few lines you sent. My mind built something out of nothing. I mistakenly held on to those 4 messages you sent in…

With my own ******* two eyes but you didn’t even bother let me know. NEW LOW UNLOCKED.

I am so sorry that things are going poorly for you right now, and it breaks my heart to see you in so much pain. I hate the thought that I might be complicating or adding to the issues you are dealing with, but blaming me for actions and choices that are yours isn't right, and it isn't going to help either of us.

I care…

It could of been an illness that had been hidden.

Or maybe a turning point somewhere in your life, you figured, it was time to do things the simpled and laziest way. The bad way.