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I still do, just from afar now I guess. I can’t seem to get past it yet. It’s hard going from loving someone to trying to put that love in past tense because you’re not here anymore.
I loved your smile and the way the corner of your eyes crinkled when you were happy. I loved your laugh and especially when I was the one who caused it.
I loved your hugs, they were the safest place in the world. I loved your kisses, they made me melt. I loved holding your hand. I loved when you put your hand on my leg or just casually put your arm around me. I loved when we’d play fight over whose turn it was for cuddles.
I loved how much you displayed your emotions and I loved that you’d talk to me about how you felt. I loved you when you were happy. I loved you when you’d cry. I loved you when you were frustrated and burn out. I loved you thru every clear sky and every raging storm.
I loved how good a parent you were to the kids. I loved how good a partner you were with me. I loved how attentive you were, remembering even the smallest details. I loved your spontaneity. I loved how we planned our futures together, trips, holidays, even just living together and what day to day life could be.
I loved that you accepted me for all my perceived flaws. I loved how I could trust you and be myself with you. I loved how I didn’t have to hide parts of myself. I loved that I brought you comfort and I loved that you felt you could be yourself around me.
I loved you in all of our happiness and I’ll love you now, even tho it’s gone.
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