Unsent Text Messages - Page 36

It’s you, it’s always you.

Did you keep the flower? 💙

M. I know we would be a disaster. I know you would break my heart and let me down. I know you have problems you don't want to fix because you think you deserve to hurt.

But it still hurts that we connected so strongly only to never be anything.

Reach out first. You said all of those things just to say you didn’t mean it. Ngl, a lot of our intimacy was in the heat of the moment, but it was so invigorating while it lasted. I just unfortunately decided to invest in it when you had no intention of doing the same.

I don’t know what you did to me, I don’t know if…

Like SZA said, “all gleeful n ****” 🦋

Love me? Love to hate me? Hate to love me? Or did you just move on and forget that I exist?

Even when we aren’t speaking I still ask a lot of questions.

I hate not talking with you

Haunt me

i know relationships end for a reason. but it has never gotten easier to accept :/ bittersweet feelings suck

Do you still think of me?

my favorite conversations with you are the ones where i say something that makes you smell danger. you drop all pretense, gather intel, and bounce. but in that half a second, i recognize you, and i feel safe again.

So now you’re upset 😏

Just be cool you say. I try but you irritate me so bad. I have really messed my life up to center it around you. You center around everyone else except for me. You know exactly what you’re doing. At this point you can’t even be cool. You still have to make up some lame *** excuse to be a *****. Just be cool you say…

I left that muggy lifestyle

cos I knew y’all was full of ****!

Ain’t no loyalty amongst thieves!

Ain’t no loyalty amongst the disloyal…

Words words words,

******* WOORRRRDDDDDSSSS.

I've got em too aplenty -

"********" is one i have at the ready.

Not sure what we are or where this will go, but I’m really enjoying our time together and thankful for the excitement you have brought into my life. You are a really cool person and should be proud of yourself.

Come over when I get home babes💋 sharing location

I’ll say it again, **** you.

The power you demand to have over me is disgusting.

You ruined my reputation for what because of your anxiety? **** you.

I still check on you everyday.

I miss you.

I saw what you said and it made me cry. most of the time you're just talking about mma or whatever but sometimes I'll get a glimpse of something else entirely and I just can't help but feel sad.

I don't pity you. I care about you, I really do…

Man, you had a voice that could charm cobras out of their pots. I miss hearing from you! Maybe it wasn’t a friendship but it sure was a nice hit of dopamine. I really do pray that you’re happy and well :)

You have me so f'd up. I may be 44, but I look damn good for my age. Ppl think I am ten yrs younger. Then you come along and think you can seduce me into being a cash cow! Pffft..guess what honey. I'm older, not desperate. In fact I am the opposite of desperate. I'm pretty much done with dealing with men period. BTW I…

My dream is that one day, you reach out to me.

Not because I stopped loving you, but because you told me to leave you alone forever—and I promised myself I would respect that.

So I won’t reach out.

I won’t chase you…

Manipulating me. Bye.

Manipulating me. Bye.

I don't know who reads my mind in such a funny way.Pls understand that I would rather just talk because I went through so much that my mind just goes in overdrive trying to figure out what is going on.And I m tired.I m tired of going out just to get back home and find things missing or misplaced,I m tired of all the…

i can't wait to see you. i look so cute. i'm gonna be a little weird, i hope you're okay with weird. it's just for fun! and pretend! you love pretending, don't you? you do it at all the time. and you're so uptight and pretentious. we're going to bring you down to earth. and have a little party. make you laugh, smile…

And so I did. Finally, I’m never turning back. Not to open that door once more, not to take a peak or even a glimpse. That door has been since long gone and I was unaware. I waited and waited and waited some more. I won’t wait any longer while you live a good life with no empathy or remorse for what you chose to do to…

Every time I give you a chance, you show me what a fool I am to care. You are endlessly selfish. You have proven exactly who you are probably hundreds of times by now, yet it was only this very last chance that I finally, truly, believe you. Congratulations Turns out you were right…. You are the greatest…

I truly did enjoy my season of you, and as much as i wish for more, we are already on borrowed time, i should have left a lot earlier but I wanted more time with you. Stretched a moment into several more months just to spend it ************ with you. Truly wish I knew what I know now when I first encountered you…

Why would you do this? Why would you come up to me on the dance floor and give me that stupid blue bracelet? Why wouldn't you leave it at that? Why would you come up again and offer to buy me a drink? Why wouldn't you listen when I said you don't need to? Why wouldn't you stop texting when I didn't respond? Why did…

Please. 😢 I know you can’t be my friend I just literally need a distraction

how are you?

I hope you’re doing well.

Along with the pets. I hope they’re giving you lots of trouble.

Anyways,

Sometimes I go through the alphabet and take letters away. One by one. Until it looks like this: A B C D F G I K L M N Q R T U V W X Y Z I stare at it for a while. Six empty spaces. Six letters that used to be there. I know exactly why I took them out. I just don’t know why I keep doing it. Maybe some part of me…

Do you still love me?

Yeah so he told me he came over to twist a screw 🤣 Oh no gosh. How is he still friends with you? Seriously! How? He’s too good for you dude.

This is my last unsent message to you.

I want to love you so much, but you are incapable of being in a relationship right now. You can't handle stress and criticism, no one can rely on you and somehow at the age of 26, you don't understand human empathy. You can't appreciate sacrifice, you demand more than you will…

I really want you and everyone else to be a part of her life, but he doesn't want anything to do with you guys. He doesn't want you in her life, nor does he want my family there, either. I can still talk to my family for now, thank God, but I can't make the decision to communicate with you despite his words. Your his…

For the past month or so, I've been seeing commercials for this Stuffed French Toast they got at the IHOP.

I've really been wanting to try it, but haven't been able to bring myself to yet.

Really want the toast.

But it feels wrong without you.

I know you're the one who left me for a different person. I want to move on and I shouldn't care about if you're okay anymore after everything but a part of me wants to make sure you're okay before moving on for myself. I'm still working on letting go and it is getting easier but a piece of me hopes for something to…

Ive learned im the person everyone wants, cause cute right.

But no one wants to keep.

No one will love.