Unsent Text Messages - Page 37

But if it were, I play for keeps.

Are you haunting me? Give me a sign please.

Not to think of u

Just so u know

And trying to take this boundary seriously

That gets harder and harder each day…

I’m just.. well… here

You want to fix it make the effort plain and simple. What you have done to me to protect your pride and ego will never be forgotten.

How's it going? What are you up to? Anything good? Were you thinking of me? It's ok if you weren't.

I'm still stuck on us baby I love you and I miss you so much I want you baby I want you so much

and suddenly, achieving anything in life feels pointless when i can’t tell you about it and hear you say you’re proud of me. i hope you liked the funeral, i didn’t feel you there but hope you were watching. i feel utterly alone in this world without you. i can talk about how i should have been there more but i was…

I Know we can't speak anymore, its not good for either one of us.

I made a mistake that cost me one of the clesest people I had left,

I miss you so so much.. Half of me wishes you find this eventually..

We weren't perfect.. but you so easily became a part of my life when…

And I don't want to live without you.

I don't want us to be part of the past.

I don't want to delete all the pictures of us.

I don't want to be sad, looking at all the pictures of us…

I should be packing. All I can do is lay in bed and cry.

I wish you’d reach out and say or do anything so I didn’t feel like I should hate you.

I hate this… so ******* much.

Oh well I’m sure we will bump into each other a few times over the next few months outside of work. Let’s hope it goes well.

I don't think I'm farther along in life than you (except maybe technically; I am older....sort of).

I think two people can be learning at the same time.

I think the two of us happen to be learning opposite lessons.....which is challenging.

I know how it feels to be pacing around in circles, banging yourself in the head…

Five years

Five years, I loved you.

And for those five years, you said you loved me to

You said you loved me but by the way you left me, I don’t think that was ever true. I was a placeholder in your stack of cards well you waited for the right one to come into play. I was the pawn in your game of chess and you played me……

You doing alright today?

I don't know if you need to hear it, but, you are truly incredible. Rogue or not.

You don't need to always act so stoic about things. Please, tell me if something is bothering you. I will happily be your sounding board, anytime.

Miss you. Hope you're having an awesome day…

My tooth hurts so bad today I had a hard time getting out of bed and showering depression will do that to you in the isolation where you can’t do anything or function I’m struggling . I wish I could reach out to you for a distraction I could use the company. The other dog is sick. Sigh . I guess I have to settle for…

Would you ever find me? But first would want to? I love you I don't want to exist without you.

I wish I could tell you that I love you. I'm not able to forget you. Do you think of me sometimes? Do I cross your mind sometimes? Why did you promise reconciliation then leave me again? That broke me more than anything else. You didn't have to you could've simply moved on. You called me three times that night do you…

Start here. With me. Now. Today. Tonight. Be with me here.

It was my grandmother's ring, my grandpa got it for her in 1945 when she was 19 years old. Her hair changed, her clothes, her weight but one thing that absolutely never changed was the placement of that reminder on her hand. It symbolized the commitment she made when she was just a young woman, the choice to devote…

I hate to tell you this, but reaching out to people about me really isn’t going to accomplish much. No one cares. I hope you’re OK though. I love you 🫂. I’m always here if you need someone.

Just admit it. Please.

Leaving this here in case you ever wonder if I still love you

Baby my baby my girl habibi I miss you I can't stop missing you I will always love you

I took our daughter to do a story time at the public library. She was really good but she saw a little girl with her mom and dad. She said Mom Dad together, and started crying. It hurt me to know she sees that we're not going to be together and that things are hurting her. I don't know how to fix it yet. We can't be…

Hey, it’s been 7 years, i can’t believe time flew that fast since we last saw each other. It’s truly been 5 since you tried to reach out and I gave you the cold shoulder, i wasnt ready. Honestly I don’t think I’ll ever be ready. To send you anything , but what I do know is I’ll always love you. I read your last…

I didn’t think it was possible to love someone more than I already do All the time and effort, passion and NRG you pour into me I’m almost at a loss for words No one has ever done for me the things that you’re doing Everyday is a new surprise My heart was full but now I fear it may explode.

Thank you!

You can be the…

Im not sure why, we both knew it wasn’t good or healthy. But I’ve so badly wanted to say I love you one last time. I’m still so, so mad at you for so many things. But im also very sorry for ever talking to you. I’m sorry I started liking you knowing how I get when I feel like that for someone. We would text and call…

For guys, love isn't the same. We have to prove our worth and our mistakes seem so dire. They never loved me for my looks. Or my personality. Only what I could provide. You know what love is. A lie we tell young people to set them in a trap. Or something like that...

Well here I am, all the way back to how I used to be. Full of self hate, recklessness, and what not. With you, life was worth fighting for but now this weight is sucking the life out of me. How we promised to get married next year and how we would support each other till the very end. I don’t know what went wrong ma…

Hi there, I do consider myself forgiven. It has taken me a while to forgive myself though. Moreover, I understand why you would not want to be reminded of times when you made yourself vulnerable and I responded incorrectly, albeit without malice or a sense of perspective. I really and truly wish I had taken a step…

I think I prefer the silence now , because nothing is ever enough for anyone and then I’m still left hurting

Just thought I’d let you know that today, missing you has just hit me. I shouldn’t feel like this, i shouldn’t be pondering on what could of been or how i could have fixed my departure but i can’t help it.

Why should i miss someone that treated me like disposable human garbage? Because you were there when no one else…

Dear Friend,

The world outside is so dangerous and not kind. The ugliness is so heavy on my heart. I miss you dearly And the safety you afforded me during my lonesome battle upon these lands. The solace you provided feels so far, so distant and I’m desperate to feel your embrace for one more moment. I continue to fight…

hey.. just wanted to ask how you were doing. i remember you telling me that though you were surrounded by bunch of people and had friends you still didnt feel a strong connection with any of them welp now you’re in college and i do see your college acc alot and specifically i see you in those pictures , smiling.. welp…

Don't you miss me?

I hate this.

I hate that I was vulnerable with you.

I hate that I gave you the benefit of the doubt.

I hate that I trusted you could like the raw unedited version of me.

I hate that I believed you even though they say when someone tells you who they are, believe them…

I didn’t want no contact….

I wanted to marry you.

I still remembered when you kept calling me me back to back and I was busy with MY LIFES TROUBLES and I took the time out to hear would become one of the only times I kept that kind of info to myself.

Sad thing was the info would still get out so to a person you, come to find out treated more like a brother than you…

I compare all men to you now, and most don't hold up.

You weren't even perfect, I know that, so I'm not even putting you on a pedestal. You are just basic level kind, respectful, good natured, motivated, present, emotionally balanced and open and that is surprisingly rare. I haven't exactly been looking...they just…

Not me and my mom but you out had to go and **** the towns methhead ********** 🤣 *** is my life genuinely