Unsent Text Messages - Page 15

If you put all my exes on the cover of a magazine, it would be the daddy issue.

You clearly don't want me anymore, perhaps never did. You haven't answered my texts in two years or talked to me since.

You have a boyfriend now. You've moved on. I don't want to think about this anymore. All it does is make me sad and regretful that this is all it was lead to. These past few years have been very…

I get why you blocked me on Snapchat, but I hate that we don’t talk anymore. I miss you and things I wish I could share with you.

This sucks.

if you have your opportunity in front of you, take a leap of faith and shoot your shot.

don't wait until someone has moved on to finally pluck up your courage and admit feelings....

it's not fair to them. or you.

take a chance at love when someone is fully available to receive you, not when they've already walked away…

Even crueler than removing the physical ecstasy of feeling you deep inside.

Intentionally or not, u led me to believe that u were an independent thinker, like me. Ready and willing to explore the possibilities of the mind and existence. U dangled this possibility in front of me, like a sort of Holy grail; Something…

اُس کی اُلفت میں اداکاری ہے

I had never ending nightmares when I slept beside you. I had horrible dreams constantly I didn't have you just cheat once it happened thousands of times repeating in dreams constantly I couldn't ******* handle it. I did everything I could do to forgive you and what did you do you left me for my nightmare. I hope you…

I know you want to see me And quite honestly I will never fold first Have fun watching from your window for the rest of your life bb

I love you and I will always love you for the rest of my life....every single day for the rest of my life, but I will mourn your loss just as much as I love you....

Your demons are your own, and now they joined you in the grave. I tried to reach for you, you just never reached back.

Ask me to do things for you, call me, disturb me. Make me your everything. Be my trouble, reach out. Let me take care of you. Can I baby you? Smile a lot w me. Laugh w me. I love ur teeth. Ur whisker dimple and ur cheek bone. Make me urs in every way possible.

I still miss you. I still think about you, you prideful, stubborn punk. 😪

Flat is empty, head is empty, stomach is empty. “Gather everything and get out by tomorrow“ sure. Gathering a whole life up will take time though. I am starting to develop resentment. Clothes are packed. Kitchen items, not so much. The beds lonelier. Association with you has been nothing short of a nightmare. I’m…

You’re a jerk, the worst part is you think you’re the nicest person, anyway i want to forget you forever, if i can swallow something that makes me forget you i take it

Knowing that you thought of me is enough to make me feel so good.

I hate that we have to say goodbye. This is getting really hard for me to contain. And I think you know that. I don't know what we're doing but I feel like we're both doing it.

I’m done. I’m done with having hope for people that wouldn’t give me the time of day. If someone wanted to reach out they would. I have too much life to live and responsibilities to be able to just wait around and see if it’ll be noticed. From now on I’m 100% returning the energy I’m given and if you don’t like that…

I’m just so glad this served as a daily reminder how much of an idiot I truly was.

Life can be very comical at times.

We both grew up poor with drug addicted parents and the love of our grandmother that kept us going.

Your whole life you chased money. What would make you seem successful.

I chose to chase happiness, no matter what that might be…

I just wish I knew why after 2 months you reach out and we have good conversation, yet when I initiate, I get no response? It’s hurtful and honestly just confusing to me as to why come back around at all if you didn’t actually want to talk. Was it to just see if I’d still respond to you? You have to know what you’re…

for once, i have nothing to vent about. maybe this exam coming up that i haven't prepared for at all. but when it comes to you, i am so happy. i think we're at such a good place and i know things will only get better :) and you're right, physical touch is a bit difficult. any sort of intimate touch leaves me with such…

I’m sorry I called. Maybe you’ve blocked my number and didn’t even see it. I was just panicking so bad I wanted to hear your voice. I’m so sorry my love. I wish I could see you one more time.

The fact he’s never reached out to me, even after I called his wife a floozy, shows how much of a coward he is. No wonder your brother beat up his girlfriend. He wasn’t raised by a man. Just a bald headed boy whose brain was so rotten, it’s going to end him before he’s 53. Your whole family is forsaken by God.

We have shared hundreds of smiles, from cheek to cheek. We have shared more smiles than words.

The smiles were enough. But, after the smile you gave me today, I want so much more.

I know you are taken

As hard as it will be I will force myself not to be the one that reaches out today. I’m not texting you. Certainly not first. I’m not coming down to visit. I want to see you but every effort I make seems to lessen your interest. As ****** as that is I’ll continue to play along. Today though you have to reach out…

I clearly know nothing about what you feel and what you think of me. If you ever decide you want to talk to me, I will listen with compassion and understanding, even if it isn't the most flattering thing ever. Otherwise, I'm probably going to stick in my corner as to not make a fuss or make things "weird" because I…

I know it was never easy. I had trouble understanding what you needed too. But I felt I did better than most would have.

I felt over time I would understand, and I wanted to. I wanted to know you, deep down inside. I wanted to be part of your healing. I wanted to be the love that you deserve but never got.

But I am…

I told you on instagram even though I’m blocked (I can see when you unblock me btw), that I wouldn’t send anymore text to you there. I miss you, it’s been rough recently but I’m doing better mentally. (Deflection yes) Either way the company we worked for fired me, some weird excuse. We worked at different stores but…

I wish we could start again, again. I wish we could both lay it all out, our expectations, the hurt we caused each other, take real accountability and just move forward. I miss my person. I’ve decided I don’t want anyone else. Yes, I’m lonely. But I’m not trying to fill any void, or with some random person, or “move…

Why did you message her? You knew the reaction you were walking into. I'm trying my best to understand. I've spent days trying to wrap my head around it.

Your entire thought process was something I can't even begin to figure out. In no way am I related to what's going on with your life. I don't want to be. It's been…

Is another day I wake up greatful and happy next to other people. Greatful for your choice. You hide in shame, not pride.. .

I’m so sorry I keep writing to you, about you, and of you, knowing you don’t give a ****.

They said I wouldn't sleep

I told them: evil never sleeps

They said: go to hell

And slammed the door tight…

mind telling me why you spent the last year messing with me & now suddenly everything that's happened is my fault & you still haven't even talked to me?

ok love you bye

With my birthday coming, I wonder if you will think of me. It‘s a big one and hard to imagine it without you. I will enjoy it, and those around me will make it special. I just hope I hear from you.

K

You're still my hero, dad. Always will be.

I'm sorry it all happened the way it did.

The last time I saw you in person, before your stroke, you told me when you died, I would just have to move on with my life.

Shows how well you know me…

true maturity is when you're not afraid to be like "idk"

I really hope you're happier now. I've been angry and mad so many times the past few months but I honestly think it was the grief of losing the person I love most.

I get it now. I wouldn't be happy or be in love with me, right now, if I was you either. you tried so hard. I do wish you'd communicated better at the end…

there's a possibility i was wrong about some things i've said. especially when i was a teenager, but. there's no time limit on "things i've said that were incorrect"

Im looking at are old messages and im sorry if i come out wrong im always ranting about random stuff and i just dont want to rush you into anything and i have always loved you i just hear the music you send and i just felt like it would’ve been better if i told you later but i wanted to tell you the whole time the…

How ironic it is that in the dying days of our relationship i picked up the habit of running(long distance running). The only thing i'd share with you is how much i ran. I had no much more to share except that.

Since our breakup i never ran again.