Unsent Text Messages - Page 49

I need to say im sorry and farewell

Thankyou for being the friend I needed through one of the worst times of my life. I knew your time was limited and I hope I didn't take up too much of it. I appreciate you brightening those days more than you know. I wish you nothing but the best for your future. If you ever need the favour returned you know where to…

I honestly don’t understand how you can not even ask about him.

You knew he was seriously sick. You lived with him and loved him for 8 years. He was your dog too. And you haven’t even checked in once to ask how he’s doing, what’s wrong with him, or how much time he has left.

How can you possibly not care enough about…

Reflecting on our last encounter

It was peaceful and better than many other words & gestures we've exchanged although i want more

And don't know how to ask for it without risking being the fool and giving people more to gossip on me...

Gosh I still feel like **** though even knowing I act out of fear and past…

Proud of everything accomplished.

Focused on now because it’s clear whats next 🦋

Well i see it now. Some things i said were wrong. Some things i did were definitely wrong. I have always said I'm not above saying "I'm wrong " and here, i was in fact, wrong. In every way. I wish i could actually tell you. This is the only way I can get it out. I actually did you both wrong in many ways. But i am man…

blush because you needed to make direct eye contact for me to check to see if something was in your eye, or rush out of the door less than 10 minutes later, or spend dinner trying not to stare, or act like a 16 year old boy just because they mistakenly followed them into the room they were changing in.

I wish I could talk to you all day And get to know you better But works been busy lately And I can’t seem to catch my breath

I miss you. I’m confused. I don’t know what your end game was… why you did this at all. I’m not even sure if they’re right and it was intentional or not. It’s rattled me so much that I am afraid that when they are talking about you it’s a veiled way of talking about me. Why is it that way? Why must every time you…

Ive been back in forth thinking about when you broke ur phone and i cought the account up and deposit so you got it replaced then the car sittcuation and every other time then u getting put on ur own plan new number? New cash app ? I think we need to have a calm conversation did you ask ur mom to ask me something last…

Well they say one is always the longest one of them all wish there was another number to go with that so one alway forgets to lock his door so just come on in say hey or something

if your **** really is as big as you claim, why didn’t you ever mention that when we were in person together? I mean talked about your talented mouth

Probably because you have a tiny **** and you knew I’d tell you to drop your pants and prove it, public or not.

I hope it gets worse every year

These tik tok tarot readers are working OT right now.

my page is filled with my “marriage proposal” that’s coming soon.

lmfaooooo.

I hope you’re asleep and resting well. Just know that I love you more than you’ll ever truly know. Can’t sleep. Truly just broken beyond what can even be known. I wish life wasn’t so damn hard and that I had an understanding of why I’m even here on this earth. I know life isn’t supposed to be fair but why so…

If I was still 16 going into our relationship and knew every good and bad moment between you and I. I wouldn’t choose to go through that ever again. I know I’d probably try to convince myself that wasn’t going to happen to us because our love was more than that, but fortunately for both our sakes we did end and we…

There’s been an older man who follows me around and always says hi to me. At first I was nice to him when he casually said hi, but it became increasingly annoying so I tried to pretend that I didn’t hear him with my headphones. Then he would yell “hi n!!” At me, follow me into different areas of the gym. Yesterday he…

Didn‘t your mother teach you not to play with your food?

i'm done. you have destroyed me

Maybe someday I’ll meet you at the train station again.

I need to stop reading these. There is this stupid sliver of hope that maybe it's you. Finally. Anyways ending in disappointment. Why does it mean forever to me? I wish it didn't. I wish I wasn't already forgotten.

mad at you, to be clear. none of this had to be this way. i know you have at least enough intelligence to realize that, do you not?

Crazy how much time I spent defending myself against accusations that turned out to fit the accuser a whole lot better than they ever fit me.

I was told I wanted to “**** around.” I didn’t. But we know who did.

I was told I wasn’t over my past. I was. And now we know who wasn’t.

Funny how I spent years defending myself…

I’m in love with you and I can’t help it

Hi,

It’s me. I’m so ******* sorry. I’m such a huge **** up. I know you probably never want to talk to me again. You made that pretty clear. I just wanted to say hi. I miss you. I know that’s not even fair to say. I hope you’re doing well. I’m sorry for everything I did to ruin this. I take full responsibility. I mean…

I miss you samantha smith. With everything in me. You were and are my everything. I still wish I could talk to you sometimes. Even if im different now and I dont know if youd like me or not.

And you accused me of not being over my ex? 😂

The projection is almost impressive.

You spent so much time questioning whether I was still stuck on someone else, all while apparently carrying a torch bright enough to light up the whole damn room.

That’s the funny thing about projection: eventually, the accusation starts…

The clock keeps ticking and time seems to blend together I feel alone in a crowded room I look for you in places I know I’ll never find you because honestly it’s easier than facing the truth of it all . He wanted something different from day one , he hasn’t been happy . And I’m left here wondering what the hell went…

I forgive you even though I did you worse. If you still check this page out of curiosity I want you to know I’m sorry and I sent some mean things to you because I was hurt and I later realized this probably isn’t as easy for you as I think it is. I was hurting you and I continued to do it and I probably couldn’t even…

We Fell, We Fell Hard it was Quick Effortless

We showed each other love even if we knew it was born from pain.

We battled our demons inside our heads and lost the fight for control.

The Quiet Little voice turned into a shout "They're gonna leave you alone."…

first time i’m by no means someone that believes men aren’t entitled to having emotions or or having anxiety, but I truly think not having the ability to communicate your emotions as a man is not only a deficit to yourself, but also any potential partner that may come into your life. it’s really embarrassing to be in…

to cater to YOU

what YOU may be comfy with

what YOU want

so giving an opening is selfish now…

I still have Pandi. He's loved, and beaten up. But I'll always keep your stuffed panda.

Can we talk? Like right now. ⬇️

I wish I could roll the dice and just put myself into a position to do it instead of you but you took that from me E. And I really hope one day you do look back like everyone continues to stand firm on that you lost a real one that stood in your corner through the backlash and the backstabs and still had empathy and…

And I mean everythinggggg. I think you learned I know so much more than you ever thought I would find out. Go ahead and threaten to *** ** ****, I actually invite it. I’m not afraid of you.

Hope you’re ready. Play stupid games in life and win stupid prizes. 🤷‍♀️

Oh and I had no idea you loved fruity pebbles so much. If…

Really sucks that I'm actually questioning whether it's a good idea to call you.

Phone works both ways...

I do hope you're alright.

Yeah. I'll probably give in and call.

Alright I’ll tell you. I hate attention from everyone but you. You’re the only person I want to talk to or be around. I would be completely content having your attention and no one else’s. As a matter of fact I don’t want other men checking me out It makes me feel sick I want YOU to think I’m the most beautiful woman…

Being single for over a year wasn’t easy, but I genuinely enjoyed having that time to myself. I’ll always love you, but I’ve also learned that loving you doesn’t mean I have to close my heart to someone new. That took time too. Not having someone to cuddle with sucks😂, but I’ve made peace with it. And if the right…

i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already. i'm having a hard time already.

my brain needs help. and my heart too.

With love.