Unsent Text Messages - Page 31

Can I ask you something that’s been bothering me? After we saw each other, I really thought we were on the same page about wanting to spend more time together. You’ve told me you have feelings for me and that you’re not entertaining anyone else.

But I noticed you added another woman on The Pattern, and it made me…

Happy Birthday, sorry I couldn’t say it to you for the last 4 years (including this one), I miss you. I didn’t think that after the first we wouldn’t speak again. I’m sorry for the inconvenience I put in your life by doing what I did. - From, G

thank you, thank you so much for the email early this morning. I'm feeling so much relief. i was struggling so much with how tomorrow was going to go, but now i feel like i can be myself. I love and appreciate you so much :) i'm also looking forward to tomorrow. I've missed you everyday and it'll be so nice to talk in…

You lied to me. After promising you would talk to me when things got hard, you didn’t. You took the easy way out. The cowardly one. You lied. You let me believe we were okay. Meanwhile you got distant. You went and got drunk! And then you broke up with me claiming it was logical. What is logical about not…

Don't trip or try to call and message incessantly. You ghosted me remember? It's ok you are not blocked on anything, but you are blocked in my mind right now and the distant and foreseeable future of us is nil. Goodbye

In a perfect world..

You and I would have found our way back to each other differently. We would’ve taken the time to actually become friends again, to really get to know each other for who we are now, not who we used to be. We’d have date nights at each other’s places, build our own individual lives and lifestyles…

have a great day everyone.

There's not anything really truly special about you it's just YOU it's not one in particular thing I won't lie and say that it's. BECAUSE THE MOST SPECIALIST THING ABOUT YOU IS YOU

I don’t think you were made to be understood by everyone.

Some people will look at you and only see the storm.

I look at you and understand why the sky had to break open.

They may notice what’s complicated. I notice what’s rare…

I made you laugh one last time a meme about a joke you had when you were a little girl about how you couldnt pronounce stinky skunks you laugh I ask if it made your day you said it did told me I still use that one nobody gets my jokes. In the 14 years we've been in and out od each other's lives does anyone really know…

I think you did too, maybe that’s what we are supposed to do. Whatever the **** that means.

You took me for granted. You treated me like ****. You saw me as a convenience in your life.

But eventually, you will realize this. And you will miss me.

By that time, I will be long gone.

Good luck and goodbye.

I hate this. I hate this so much. I hate that I miss you, because you hurt me so much. I miss talking to you. Why? Why did you come into my life, make me feel loved, and then leave? You asked what I wanted, and I should have said you. I want you. I was nice to you. I was good to you, wasn't I? Is it because I did…

Ashton,

I miss you today, just as I do every day. I hope you have a wonderful day and find many things throughout that make you smile or laugh, even if they're corny.

Maybe some day you'll see that you were my entire world and that I'd do anything to make you happy, including letting you go. Maybe some day you'll…

I’m tired of overthinking everything. Every look, every word, every tiny interaction somehow becomes a full investigation in my head, and honestly, it only seems to create more pain than answers. So, for once, I’m going to keep it light. Your smile makes me want to headbutt you! Not in a violent way. More in a “you’re…

and when you do , send me love, light and happiness from where ever you are, and if you ever get lonely and feel alone; at night, look up at the moon and know I'm right there with you.

P.S.

Thank you, seriously , thank you for the beautiful memories I got to experience. I'll forever miss you. Te amo.

\-N

One day we will be in the kitchen, cooking dinner together, laughing as we recall all of this and the silly things we’ve put each other through. One day I will be able to love you openly and freely again, without fear or anger. You’ll be able to authentically and openly love me back as well. But today is not that day.

i miss you. You know you are my favorite person and you’re so important to me. Clearly my first thought in the morning. I hope we see each other this week. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to ask you or you ask me after our last exchange. I’m trying to be patient, If you are waiting for me, don’t forget I’m traditional, I…

14 months later and I still miss you greatly 😔

I really miss u,though it wasnt a good time and right time.i still wish if i could get those texts from you,i would feel so alive

____, I wanted you and I needed you this time. I was hurting for you so bad. For almost three weeks! And you weren't there. Sometimes I would be driving and think about you and just start crying, but everything you said and how you were acting that last night made me feel like there was no hope. Yet I hoped..I hoped…

Because of one guy, my family doesn’t trust me anymore. I feel like I’ve lost myself trying to hold on to someone who couldn’t even choose me.

My dad is genuinely the sweetest man, but now he wants me to stay home and prepare for exams. I’m not even allowed to get a job and try to build a life for myself.

My own family…

deal?

🤞

I’ll never forgive you

We're relearning what it's like to be lonely away from each other. As if this loneliness is something you easily forget. Ive had 30 years of it lol. But only one of us is truly going to be alone. The other- chasing illusions on social media and dating apps and raves. Theres a real woman somewhere, has to be, something…

Omg ur mind that's what attracted me to you in the first place b4 I met you when we were just still just sending messages I remember thinking finally found one that is actually intelligent that I can talk to without rolling my eyes thinking omg she's a moron u know the type... that's why we clicked instantly u could…

I know I don't express that enough to u and I know I have issues showing or speaking my feelings a lot of the times or in the right way cuz words are hard but u truly are everything I ever wanted or needed in a woman! Ur stunningly beautiful so much so I catch myself creepingly staring just in a daze like when were at…

I saw you earlier, and neither of us said hi.I’m still waiting for your reply, and honestly, I’m scared of what you might say from the confession I made.

Just remember tht you are my everything and I am in love wth you and only you have my heart. You dont give me anxiety. It just comes on whenever it wants to. Look i dont want to make you feel unwanted or not worth being with. Thts not what my intentions are. I've been so traumatized in the last 15 years of my life…

we met again after such a long time. tbh, I didn’t expect you to show up. but then, you were sitting in front of me and we were talking like old friends, as if nothing had ever happened before.

your calm presence, your subtle smile, your gestures, the little things we were talking about. it felt like my missing tiny…

Even if we don't talk anymore, I always prayed for your success. No matter how many times you failed or succeed, I will always be proud of you.

I will always be the greatest fan of your life.

\-blue

That is to say, the sooner you realize you are mortal. The sooner you realize that everything matters. From a point of humility, I say this although it remains a melancholy, yet ever so relevant point. Everything that has happened, you cannot change. The past is your depression seeping through the edges of your…

I want to show you that things can be beautiful. I want to show you how much love I can give. But of course I want to receive the same thing from you. I know it’s not ideal, I know it’s unfair. But I hope you can see me and see this. If you’re willing, I will try my best to make you happy. I will give my best so you…

the most annoying, frustrating, infuriating slow burn of all time or

the biggest delusion I’ve ever had

but all my other self proclaimed “delusions” ALWAYS end up being true in the end

Don't forget to be kind, you never know what people are going through. 💙

The ages I'm noticing on here range all over.

Remind yourself not every post is about you, your person or people in your life, or think you know what any of them actually mean. 📢

Some may be directed at someone, some poetic, some raw emotions…

I would have changed myself for you. I would have molded and melted into any shape that you wanted just so I could be with you. If you didn’t love me, I hated myself, and I would morph time and time again. I would have been absolutely anything you ever wanted me to be. All you had to do was continue to be yourself. I…

Wow I can’t believe I can’t be apart of your life anymore…7 fkn years After everything that we been through After everything we’ve done for each other I took you out of your fkn shell I ******* loved you heavily, I always wanted to build this life with you and have the perfect life and now it’s completely ruined I’ll…

eveerything is weird and wonky in my head. this week was hard for me and now we have to repeat soon. i want everything to be okay. i am so scared?. i wish you could live my life for a month. you would be so depressed. nothing would make sense. you would be angry all the time. meditation wouldn't **** the pain. and…

I just text you and you're being weird af. Why? *** is up with you. Idk why i even bother to try salvage any type of relationship with u. In the past year u forgot how to talk? Why can't u just put all the bs aside? Yes, i realize i was with her a year and ik fs u sabotaged it. Idc about that. I only care about u.

You want something else. You have a mission you are after me for something else. Do you want to physically hurt me? What do you want ? This is getting too much.

Every time i have let myself get caught up in missing you and thinking about how much i care about you. I always end up regretting it. And i will this time too. But u did get rid of her... .