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I can do this anymore. The cycle will never end and I will never truly be what you want. Good luck though. I think you are really great. Genuinely.

Why that ***** poke out like that? Why do it be undulating all hypnotically when you walk away? Don’t tell me you really be farding and shidding out that thing. Ain’t no fuarking way dawg. Grrrr. Woof woof.

I knew your side of the story. I wish you had the courage and capacity to tell me. Maybe I was never that important to you? I can’t quite believe that. I know I felt your heart sometimes and it was gentle and beautiful🥺

I just wish you’d learn some skills so you could tell me your side. My pride was badly hurt, but I…

I’ll tell you a short story. When i was little i ran around everywhere. I tried to find the books and crannies and the sewers and the tunnels for the creek and all over because I just knew there were folks down there crying because their parents were always fighting. So then i went and saw great gramps house in Rock…

I've seen the Hornet and Sniffies apps on your phone. Why continue to lie? BE WHO YOU ARE! FOR YOUR PRIDE!🏳️‍🌈 I make jokes but please understand, I will always support you!❤️

You fill my head with sweet nothings. Until I'm under your power. Doing whatever you ask. Losing who I am as I dance like a puppet to make you smile.

Did you ever feel remorse as you did what you did?

Did watching me break down over and over fill you with anything other than joy and cheap thrill?

You are a monster. You…

Hey Batman I walked in the rain today it made me think of you And how everything I learned early this morning about you It got me thinking were the same it turns out it’s not the same condition but something that can drastically impact our love lives in really ****** up ways It got me a little scared I’m scared that…

You were better than any drug ever. You were the brightest light. You taught me im a stud and need to be more confident as a kind loving man that I am. To stop doubting myself and spread my love and hope. But I ******* miss you. Everyday. Why did you go?.Goodbye Hallie-cat

Do right by you and yours, and drop it.

Nobody gets me more than you did. I guess I'll just leave it to that. I miss you. I still love you. I do.

\-MC

I never wanted to say it But you knew it . Deep down and you just hide behind other excuses. I let you do it I didn't wanna judge you because no one choosed their life

To the barricades!

Geronimo!

Hold your ground!

For the Alliance…

hi.

hope you’re doing okay.

I think about you every day.

Xoxo

the girl across the pond still has my heart

I'm the reason they stayed and the reason they can't anymore ... I'm going to make some terrible decisions this week...

Do you know how much it hurt to be left by you? How much it still hurts? And ***** me? And pains me? And devours me? You don’t. You don’t and that’s why you’re not here.

f* hell i wanna write you so badly!!! I know we are both fault in this but sometimes i hate you and hate everything about this but most of the time i miss you so much.. I love you, love you... was it that hard to just said last words for me?! f hell!!!!! this is where im rn!

I wish you’d reach out. I wish I didn’t think about you every single day. I am tired. I hope to walk these streets one day without remembering our hugs, our laughter, our first date. I can't even walk past the doorway where we kissed for the first time. I hate that I can’t erase those memories and walk through this…

i will reach for someone and they will reach right back. maybe even reach first. let my heart rest a while.

someday.

i hope.

I think I'll miss you for the rest of my life. Wish I could have gotten along with you. I wish I didn't have all this rage and sadness I get when I talk to you. But when I think of you I never know what to do. I'm sorry about everything, veec.

could i borrow some money for cigarettes? just until i get back on my feet, i promise. please?

I'm sorry for everything you have gone through. I'm sorry that I'll be looking for someone who has experienced similar traumas to myself not because I ever wanted you to suffer but because I never want to be the reason you suffer. I want us to both have such a firm understanding of what mutual respect looks like so…

… that it doesn’t feel like we’re totally done?

It's just the feeling I get, with you. I wanna go there again.

I chose the militia.

Because everyone else was just following orders.

And too scared too fight for their streets.

With their families in the cross fire…

I’m going to be okay. You’re going to be okay, too. Everything happens for a reason and this is but a passing moment and phase in a long life full of experiences.

Be good, seek good. Stay positive. You are loved.

That’s what you had said to me once . I was just looking at all the colored leaves on the river and saw one spinning , heard your voice in my head and thought , that’s me !

You're on my mind every time I hear this song, and hearing it live this past weekend brought me to tears. A mixture of happy and sad ones. Gooosh it was such a surreal experience, it was so beautiful. I know we're no longer part of each other's lives, but I'll always have love for you and be grateful for the memories…

I want to try again. Please. I am begging you.

I won’t text you today, if you wanted to talk to me you’d reach out. I hope you’re happy, seriously. But I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss you.

The last thing I posted, did you get the 'clue'? Easy to look over, honestly I was impressed I thought of it, maybe I'm giving myself to much credit.

But I do wonder if you saw it and thought anything about it, maybe you thought it was a typo or just bad grammar. I don't blame you, I'm not brave enough to fully be rid…

Don't ever contacting me again im never unloading this trailer until its at my house..my new home...glad you finally understand...I hate you

Is someone to be ten to be me

I am the original c

I'm sorry, j if someone be tending to be me

I'm doing really good. I'm going to therapy every week

My family members started looking at your profile recently, and told me out of the blue, "They got with a person who looks like you if they were fat and ugly." I understand they were probably just trying to cheer me up, even though I WAS FINE.

However, it had me lost deep in thought. Couldn't you just make that…

Because now I know we really cannot work and never will.

I don't hate you. In fact, this Columbus Day 2026, I feel sad knowing that there is no chance for us.

I think that, it seems, you asked that we start sleeping together again. I'd want that, if we knew how to get along when we're not in bed. It'd be another cycle…

You had a 100 reasons to leave,

But I had 1,000 reasons for you to stay.

I can hate you as much as I want for how it ended but for another second of those eyes and that smile I would do it all again.

Is it really that easy? Where did I park my car? Seriously?

I’m scared that the days without you are becoming more than the days with you.

I know these words will never meet your eyes. Just buried grief in thin disguise. Four years , I’ll miss, whether that was the true you it’s unknown. I mourn that ghost, not who you’ve shown. I know my faults I know my share, But loss weighs less when you don’t care. No kin, no friends, no place to run, just fading…