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But i know i like watching you talk about it. I know i like cuddling with you while we fall asleep to 9 hour long lore videos about it. I know i like seeing you excited about it. I know i like you. You’re like me, just a different topic, everything just feels so natural and easy with you.

Last time we were touching…

I want to love you and take care of you. I can see how cute we’d be. Us, by the balcony, you smoking despite my eye rolls, blowing smoke into my mouth. I can see it all. Me lying on your chest on a weekend listening to our favorite songs. Both of us cooking together in the kitchen and teasing each other. It’s so…

That I’m worried in the future I’m going to be sat on the sofa cuddled up with a girlfriend, watching a love film, and I’m going to be thinking of you 😔

in a deadbeat father with three children. before you run your mouth about me, think about your life first. Stay the **** away from my family.

Why even start this if this was going to be what you knew would happen. Why say everything you said to me if it’s this easy to forget it all. When we never even had a conflict. Just gone, no explanation. No closure. Nothing

Was taking advantage of the fact I cared until the point you're just another improperly reared being of misinterpreted understanding? Enjoy your human trafficked act you call life.

Girl…I see you when I don’t physically see you. Because you’re in my mind.

I failed ( 23M )

I failed to be a son my parents needed

I failed as a son on which my mother could rely on. I am a failure that robbed her of a good life

I failed as a son which couldn't make my father proud. I am a nothing but a burden to him…

I miss you, it's been weeks since I felt your touch. I want you. Just you and I relaxing, away from responsibilities and having a great time. I know you are busy, so I have to step back, and let you lead again. Please don't get upset, it's for you. I will give you space.

Boy if I could go back to when we first met. If I could sit myself down and tell me how much I need you in life. That on my worst days, you are my peace. My safe. You're what never let me down. You made me mindful. You made me passionate. You gave me reason. You also broke me because I couldn't understand and I…

Hi C,

I just wanted to say congratulations on the new job, I know you had been anxious about it and were in the interview phase of a couple positions last time we spoke. I’m so very happy for you. I also saw that you’re having a presentation for XXX which is so very exciting! I just wanted to congratulate you on your…

that was the perfect song. thank you. and there's no one else i want to do this work with than you. i'm glad you're looking forward to it too :)

With love.

haven’t seen the sun in a while, but I heard that the sky is still blue.

Heard they don’t talk about me too much, no more.

Last night a memory popped into my brain. Usually I’d want to SH or cry. Last night, I smiled. I let the memory live and I smiled. I caught myself happy remembering the good times. Is this healing? I know you aren’t thinking of me. I wonder how long it took you to forget about me. But wow… I was able to smile.

I can hear the hate and disgust in your voice just talking over the phone.I see how you avoid looking at me at all cost when we do see one another (which is rare) as you avoid that too. I know all my fears were and are true now and I'm not sure that has helped me heal or made it worse. I can't understand, I don't and…

I want to lose my virginity to you. If not then I’m out.

I dreamt of you last night.

Just you and me talking to one another in a park at sunset. It was peaceful. Intimate.

I miss how things were in the beginning for us.

You’re on my mind every day. I hope you haven’t forgotten me. I hope you never do…

Hope you had a great trip. I am climbing tonight if you want to come.

for being my constancy and support

for giving us a chance to work things out if/when we don't see eye to eye

for forgiving the ways i fall short

for giving me the time of day…

Same old ******** where I have to beat around the bush instead of just getting to communicate directly.

We both feel the same way about this whole situation. We both want the same thing from each other. But I can't just tell you the truth because you confided in her privately and now she's telling me to never ever tell…

Hey Babe, My moon.

This is working, IT‘S ACTUALLY WORKING!

I can’t stop smiling, thank you thank you thank you. I’m so proud of you and me 💙

Breathes a massive sigh of relief…

I just wanted to let you know after about a year of feeling entirely undesirable and all around ugly - our conversation last night just changed everything. I know it shouldn’t have happened - it definitely shouldn’t have happened but the tension had built up for a while and it just couldn’t build any longer. It was so…

I have some really good memories of me cuddling with you on the couch, you kissing me before leaving for work, your little smiles, “wow”, your falling sleep sitting up.

How could we have let that go?

I am coming to the acceptance again that maybe you didn’t want it like I did or maybe you couldn’t stay. Maybe I was too…

Dear Thomas,

Today, I’ve finally decided to let go of you. I’ve finally decided to stop caring. It’s been four and a half years of wasted energy, pain and sadness, all of which were entirely of my own making. None of it was your fault. You never asked for any of this, and you were never responsible for what I chose to…

I know that you will probably find this, and so be it. You've genuine made me despise you even though I thought I never could, the more I think about it the more the thought of you makes me want to vomit. I cannot believe I let you walk all over me and I will never let myself be that low ever again, I admit that I was…

DBT helps me forget about you.

Instead of being weakened friends, we should be weekend friends.

One day ill forget your face.

I don't know what happened between us I just want to know if you're alive

You've ghosted me for almost 3 months now I just want to know what's going on I miss talking to my friend

I feel off today with a bunch of anxiety and had a strange dream last night. Wondering if you feel the same way today as well it’s an unexplainable energy that I can’t justify. It’s a feeling of happiness and sadness. The happiness is coming from what I feel like the future should be and the sadness is what it’s not…

I know it’s a little embarassing, but I still check your mom’s Facebook page. You look so stunning. I love the new photos she posts of you. I still love you. I will probably always love you. I’m not reaching out anymore, that choice falls on you now. I’m still working on becoming a person that I love. I’m still…

I am realising that it’s always just been words with you. It’s never action. When you feel me pulling away and starting to move on you suggest doing something small together …. But we don’t end up doing those things do we? You assure me that you do want to , you’re just busy .

Right.

The rose-coloured glasses are coming…

Batman

i just did something i should have done from the start when you told me to but at the time i was stupid enough to think a simple google search would be good enough i looked up chemical imbalance.....

I'm so sorry

Now its probably to late…

It was real?

It felt like it... but you were so fkd up (in so many ways) that I couldnt trust you.

So many lies

So many insults…

I caught you watching me doctor. Did I offend you? Did I not do my job right? Tell me what I did. Or didnt do?

Your an enigma I am not sure I want ro dive deeper into. Your my coworker and my superior.

I hate to sound cliche, but I like working underneath you.

We've been doing this dance for over eight years... Hell, if you get right down to it, we've been doing it for thirty-eight years... Dancing around each other...

Flirting....

Hot ....

Cold…

some days i wake up and i remember that. you made me feel used when i loved you more than anyone

And became unrecognizable to me.

Hi \*\*\*\* , I hope you’re fine .

Since you’ve not replied to my text since 38 hours , I’ll conclude that you don’t want to continue talking and that’s fine , only thing you could’ve done was communicating this maturely as a \*\*y/o ,not leaving me with dump of assumptions that why! what! how! I don’t know what went…

I have a tendency to fantasize...

Anytime Ive ever been single I daydream about someone until they get a girlfriend or I find someone else. I've daydreamed about you for so long. You're gorgeous. Why wouldn't I? And those thirst trap weight lifting videos you posted? Ugh. Love them. So ******* much haha. You quit…