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I am different than what you’re use to I am calm and kind and non judgmental. I am starting to wonder though if you told me you had feelings to be nice or to keep me in your life…I want to ask you this but I feel it’s too much. I want you to want me but I think you just want me to leave you alone…I wish you’d tell me…

I told you time and time again, to stop messing with that because it wasn't right. Not to mention all the universes rules u guys broke. May the ultimate divine have mercy on you and all those you tricked and lied to, so they could join you on this kamizae mission. It didn't work the first couple of times and it's not…

When morning comes I hope I miss you less and think about you even lesser.

it’s been more than a year since things between us and and you had a girlfriend now and you’re almost here together in a few months. I hate how I think about you every day. I hate how I pretend that I don’t miss you I hate how I need to stop comparing the new people I meet to you. regardless, I have a lot of things to…

deal?

🤞

I’ll never forgive you

I want you I miss you I think about you nonstop I want to be with you How do I be with you How do I make you happy Just tell me what to do

The wound you gifted me hasn't healed,

but it will.

Someday.

The way a scar is formed…

I know we are so far apart and so much time has passed, but I'd like to call you, without expecting anything.. I just want us to have an honest conversation and maybe that would be enough. I want to be selfish and reach out, tell you that I miss you even after all these years, but I can't. Truth is, I never felt that…

I may act immaturely, but I will always acknowledge my wrongs when I recognize them. I want to start by saying that while I am a hurt person, I do not hurt people—at least never intentionally. When I failed to reassure you, it didn't come from a lack of trust. It came from hurt. I’m used to people leaving, but my…

Karma is going bite you in the ***. I hope you know this, I know you’re a believer. Kinda sucks for you since you were so disgusting to me. I knew you were cheating on me, it sucked having that confirmation from you. Your replacement for me is a quarter of the person I am. I know you’ll always be searching for the…

Listening to See Me Again and I think, it’s just as narcissistic as you are and that’s a compliment btw no shade. I love you and I always will but you gotta invite me to your wedding for experiencing an all out wedding from your community.

Dang Chiku *** is this song 😭 I catch myself smiling at how cocky you are. Miss…

My heart and my head are at constant odds Trying to figure out if I’m responsible for you or not I have two different stories playing out in my head at any given moment one where I leave and one where I stay Logically I know that I deserve more and deserve better but my heart feels the hurt it would cause you and our…

Hey

You don't have to respond to this, there isn't any pressure to do so, I swear... I had said a thousand times that I wouldn't reach out again, but I guess I'm **** at keeping promises, even to myself.

Are you okay? I want to ask because honestly... I'm not okay right now. Like really not okay, and if I explain it…

I like you too much, that even people started noticing it, while I hope you did not. I desire you, and it makes me sick, I feel pathetic and easy. I hope these feelings would go away

I wake up crying now.

You didn’t have to lie. Adding insult to injury.

*** is wrong with you that you don’t even care at all?

That you said what you said to me…

Hey.

I was drunk last time I was here. Drunk and missing you.

You deserve more than drunk feelings. You deserve sober ones. I've always had a hard time showing the soft underbelly of my feelings. I know I hurt you by refusing to roll over. Never wanting to show my hand. Always wanting plausible deniability. You deserve…

I held the worst of you and never loved you less;

You held the truest parts of me and answered with disgust.

I offered you a love so whole it left me nowhere to hide,

And you looked at my devotion like something rotten inside :(

M i need you and I need your help

unfortunately, it is the sad ****

i’m sorry, life is so short. I wish we could have been great. I hope you know i think about you and hope the best for you. I love you.

So what is this, guess we are slipping back into the way we were a month ago, which is fine, but I’d love to know why you started being friendly with me, I think there was more to this then what your saying with your words, makes me believe you’d wish some of the walls between us were pulled down, I want to pull all…

Waiting for a call to say you're near. A sign or a wall. Ill keep fighting until i die.

that you gave me an opportunity to prove you wrong. I wish that you knew how to be more empathetic. I wish you could understand what real love feels like. I wish you didn’t run from your emotions. I wish you kissed me first. I wish that I could go back to the day we met. I wish I could know your truth. I wish you left…

I wake up and think damn, who is that fine *** shawty, and then I start chaos!

the plot twist hurts. This morning he called me. I was asleep, so I missed it. I called back later and suddenly I was blocked. I tried once from another number, thinking maybe he was just busy. No reply. Then I found out he’s been out with another girl — dates, hanging out, even sleeping together. And somehow I’m…

It would take no time for them to know exactly where they belong. With me. Right here with me.

I’ve been writing letters to you at least once a week for a month.. the letters totaling to over 25 small sized journal pages.

I broke up with you and that’s the biggest regret I’ll have to live with. Our one year is coming up of our date and I so badly want to message you again. I want to give you all my letters and…

Per your words. You want me to date other people. You don’t want to do certain things with me because it’s “special.” You do not have any romantic feelings for me.

I’m cutting out the grey area for now. If you ever remove your head from your ***, and realize how ******* amazing I am (after some actual groveling) I…

But I still think of you often. I think of things I wish I could share with you but I can’t. It’s not like you would respond back anyways. I get it though…I didn’t at first, until I seen her profile randomly pop up and that confirmed why you had to ghost. It’s a loyalty and respect thing. Which is honestly why I…

I’ll always love you, and I don’t have a problem admitting that. I’ve moved forward, but for a brief moment, I wonder if the passion we once had is truly gone. Truthfully, I’m not ready to see you again. I have a feeling eye contact might say more than either of us intends to.

Love ⭐️

reminded me that I've been hanging onto something i fabricated in my head. the feelings were never mutual. I thought that, maybe, there was an unspoken thing between us. That, maybe, at some point in the future it could be something. I thought you were communicating with me through music. Boy, am I dumb. I've been…

I think someone sent me a lot of good mojo from out of nowhere today, it was new and powerful and given from someone new.

I know it was never easy. I had trouble understanding what you needed too. But I felt I did better than most would have.

I felt over time I would understand, and I wanted to. I wanted to know you, deep down inside. I wanted to be part of your healing. I wanted to be the love that you deserve but never got.

But I am…

Hey, you didn’t send me a birthday message this year, I was hoping you would, I did get a DM the day before though, but it got unsent, I wonder if that could have been you. I think you’ve finally had enough of me and my lack of just about everything. I am so sorry, for all of it. You’re a great person and you deserve…

Today I am having constant mixed emotions about you. Honestly everyday I am having these emotions. One second I love you with all my heart and just hope for your return. The next, I’m realizing how much you have managed to break me down without even being present anymore. I think about all of our good moments and then…

My favorite letter is z Z will always be the best to me No matter where you go no matter what you do I will always be in love with you

There’s been so many excuses for why you lied and cheated and why you kept lying. Now you’re telling me that you’re having seizures and that it might be a neurological issue. Why should I believe you now when it seems like just something else to save face.

The constant thoughts about him that makes me feel sick and relentless. Constant battle of why he did what he did? It just exhausts me. It has caused me lot of pain and suffering psychologically. When could I move on from this awful thoughts? I was doing better in life before I met him. I was happy. I was content. I…