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hey im at club now i wish you were here as well. idk what im gonna tell you but my whole body is telling me i want to see you and hug you ... I miss you.. Very much. Do you miss me?

I know you won't get a apology he likes what he does to us. I haven't gotten anything but horrible cruel words. I was the one he did the worst to. He literally intentionally ruined life. You probably don't know because hes great at lies and stories are hiding. Im sorry to everyone im sorry you hurt too. If you are…

I regret how things happened. But I dont regret walking away.

Hi X,

I believe people like you work a lot, and at this stage, you require an executive assistant to manage your calendar, meetings, and other daily responsibilities.

I would hereby like to apply for the position of Executive Assistant.

My qualifications include…

There comes a day when you rectify who you are with who you want to be with. And I can't make those two things coexist.

We hadn't spoken in years. Then one day, something reminded me of you, so I reached out.

A few messages later, we were talking like we'd only missed a weekend.

You tried so hard to cut my legs out from under me, to keep me small and weak so you could keep me under your control. All the professional sabotage, manipulation, and abuse has no power anymore. Amazing how much easier it is to network and socialize when I'm not constantly being put down or guilted for doing anything…

I’m sorry for everything I did. I know I wasn’t the greatest to you. I’m just happy you’re happy now when you found your love I’m still alone and no one wants me. I feel like an awful person. I wish I could convince myself. I didn’t deserve this.

We’ll try again in the next life.

I miss you. I know I shouldn’t. Everyone says I’m better off without you.

You didn’t even have the decency to tell me what you were upset about this time; you just ghosted me.

The insecurities that you struggled with were difficult for both of us. You said that was the reason you said hurtful things about me - that it…

Life’s a trip. Roll one for the road. Hope for the best. Do no harm. TAKE NO ****. ******.

I know I screwed up but I wish you didn’t take the step to “never speak” but our lines were too intertwined to do that - although we haven’t run into each other since you said that 85 days ago

It will eventually happen and I hope we can at least be civil in the same room because I still care deeply for you sweet 💔

The way you look up at me when we’re in bed makes me feel so warm inside. I love it when you’re with me.

I can’t do casual anymore. You live in my mind rent free.

Isn’t it obvious?

Dear J_ _ o _ (5 letters)

(A_ e _ _ s is another name you go by 6 letters)

Your family memebers reached out to me a few days ago. Ex friends just today. I got sent proof you werent diagnosed with what you told me you were. Our breakup was messy and toxic, but you made it that way. And then after 2 weeks of no contact i…

When morning comes I hope I miss you less and think about you even lesser.

Yeah you read that correct dummy... I'm sure she'd really be proud of her "Precious little boy" once she finds out what you've really been doing. SMH... While she sits at home all day washing your dirty underwear, your out blowing all your unemployment $ on cheap smelly Prostitutes. Its actually pretty sad TBH cuz…

The “I miss talking to you” feels kinda hollow now since you won’t even answer me. At this point why do you bother saying stuff like that. We all have busy lives. The pleasantries feel like you want to stay in my good graces because of our common interest and that’s it. **** this makes me crazy.

Hey,

I haven’t worked for you very long but I fancied you from the moment we first met. When you look at me my mind goes blank and I can’t speak. My stomach flips over before I see you. I think I’m a bit in love with you. I know you don’t like me in that way. So it’s good that I resigned. I hope the business is…

i've found an inconsistency in your religion. is there a hotline, or a manager i can speak to??

I spend so much time hoping and praying that we could be together again, playing scenarios in my mind of how that would look and how happy we could be. I reached out to you to get the extra key to my apartment back and it scared me so much, not because you scare me but because my feeling for you and how you may not…

Hey,

I haven’t worked for you very long but I fancied you from the moment we met. When you look at me my mind goes blank and I can’t speak. My stomach flips over before I see you. I think I’m a bit in love with you. I know you don’t like me in that way. So it’s good that I resigned. I hope the business is successful…

Y’all can’t play a playa.

If u loved me & cared about me,

You should have been honest with me,

You should have Respected me…

I just want to know what it feels like to be genuinely, unconditionally and fiercely LOVED but unfortunately I'm too broken and still deeply in love with a man who never even wanted me and he showed me that for years. It is crazy to look back and know that I stayed with such a cruel and evil man just hoping for an…

In the words of Taylor S.: It’s me, Hi, I’m the problem it’s me.

Hey Babe,

I managed to recognise I had ahold of the matches this morning, and stopped myself from burning down the bridge.

Thank you for holding firm, for being my anchor in the storm…

Who would have thought no matter which way to act or behave. It's time to do what I gotta do. Within the next few days I'm deleting apps and accounts and changing my number. So if you got something to say. Say it in the next few days. I love

And Happy Thanksgiving. We are both not seeing our families this year. Wish we were seeing each other, tangled up in my bed. Door is open for you just in case.

I saw a text on here that reminded me of you... I so desparately want it to be you. Every fibre of my being still wants you but I left because you were hurting me and you don't love me, so I had to leave and get over you. But I still wake up from heartaches because my subconscious grieves so heavily.

I wonder what you…

I know i shouldn't say it. I know its to soon, but I love you. Nothing will change that. I know that saying it will risk what we have. I know that saying it will run the risk of making you run. I know that saying it makes me scared. I know ...i just know in my heart I love you.....

Breaking our vows hurt, but it didn't change how deeply I love you. You will always be my soulmate, and I believe we belong together. Handing you this divorce is breaking my heart into a million pieces, but if walking this road eventually guides us back to one another, I’d go through it all over again.

What do you want? And why are you asking about me again? I have no beef with you nor do i want the drama so just leave me alone and stop keeping tabs on me too while you're at it. I won't entertain stupid **** anymore as i have too much going on right now and can't have your life spilling into mine and causing me…

I'm sorry for everything I have done to you. for staying this far. for all of your dreams that I came short and never make it happen. for becoming me. You were right. You always were. And I always knew.

but it's ridiculous now isn't it? It's too late for anything. suns of our world are all set. rains pour sorrow in our…

I know you have moved country. I have my sources. I’m happy for you and I’m glad you did. I think if we got back together you would’ve stayed in the UK and that’s probably not what’s best for you right now.

I do still have love for you, despite everything that’s happened from both sides.

The things that separated us are…

I made a vow to love you forever and always, and I meant every single word. Even now, giving you this divorce is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I’m doing it as my final act of love for you. Choosing to let you go doesn’t mean my love stopped, it just means I love you enough to honor your path, even if it means…

Thanks for replying and somewhat explaining your actions. But I know you it’s just your usual manipulative, gaslighting behavior - packaged in a bit more caring language this time around. You still haven’t given the reason for disappearing for days, and now you’ve managed to accuse me of not caring for you because I…

A cold night & an invitation.

I get so cold, I miss the warmth. Cuddling against each other, you swadling, in the blankets. You know my bed feel's larger these days, I got so used to complaining about the space you'd take up, Ironically, now it's space I can't seem to fill.

I'll live a life time of cold before Im able…

this is definitely unsent..

D, lovey, hazel eyes…

I’m in town until Monday mid-morning, and I’d really like to see you if you’re open to it. It would be nice to sit down over a coffee and have a chance to talk. If you’d like that too, let me know.

Maybe it is my fault and I am the problem .. maybe I just go

None of your exes had to deal with this version of you

None of your “real” friends either

None of your co-workers or even random acquaintances

They always had the real number real face real voice…

I want someone to make me feel like ****, like you did.

I want them to be worse than you. Maybe then I'd really get you out of my head.

I hate being a ******* parasite. Always clinging to a memory of you.

Let me leech on something else, chained onto a different version of you…

Ig I got my answer 🥺☹️😞. Sent straight to vm twice was all the answers I needed sorry to bother you. I’ll respectfully quietly drift away now. Ngl my lil heart aches about this but I completely understand. I truly hope one day you break free from the hell your in you’ll see why when that day comes . I’ll always miss…