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I miss you and want you back. I want us. I miss your scent. I miss your laughter. I miss you.

Come back? Please?

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I figured you out. The illusion is dead,

I've memorised every lie that you've fed.

You don't f****** love me, you love what I give,

The power, the praise, the illusion you live…

There’s an ocean’s gap between doing/saying something you’ll live to regret, and never doing/saying something you’ll have to live the rest of your life regretting.

Which island are you choosing to maroon yourself on?

that tension between two people who know damn well they like each other but keep pretending they don't? i know that you like me so why not tell me? what are you afraid of? tell me

i luv when u dont text back right away (thats not sarcasm) even though i'd love for you to respond quicker, its done wonders in keeping me from attaching myself to you <3

theres a good balance

boundaries/space is sososo important, i dont except things.

i've overdone time-spent before, far to many times, it builds an…

And that's why I had to finally choose myself first. I wish you had been honest with your intentions in the first place. What did you even want with me? It wasn't a friendship, obviously. Yet it wasn't romantic either? Was it FWB? I would've been down for that. I would've reciprocated anything, I guess that was the…

would u see me as pathetic to attempt a another try at our friendship? or would u think its cute and brave of me to do so? would u see how much i truly want u in my life despite it all? or would you have no-respect for my efforts?

either way, I'm egoless when it comes to fighting for things i find valuable, as such a…

I don’t want to beg you to come back, but it’s so hard when you’re ALL that I want.

We had something special. I know you felt it too. I miss you every day. Sometimes I think I’m over you, then the ache comes back.

People tell me I’ll find someone better, but I don’t want better. I want you. Your flaws, your worst days…

I told you so many times before. You don't care about me. You care about you. No one else. You care about being in possession of me, like a dog. You gaf about being WITH me.

hey you. life’s going okay since we cut contacts july 30th. almost been 3 whole months without talking to you. it still feels weird, i still look for you everywhere. i still love you. i haven’t moved on, i don’t think i ever will. i’ve been able to look at pictures and memories without breaking down, ive “locked in”…

If you ever think you got it wrong, I’m right where you left me. 🎶🎶I will be here when you need me.

I appreciate the peace offering, I know when you get overwhelmed you tend to have anger come out sideways and for the first time it hit me. I know you try desperately hard to manage your emotions and your boundaries. I love you for it. But if you ever speak to me in a way again that pushes all of my insecurities…

Or do you hate me? Or would you be happy to hear from me?

Sometimes I still think about you. And it still hurts. And it shouldn't. Sometimes I wish I never dated you and we could've been friends. Or that I held on longer, even though I knew we'd never work out. I really think it's that I had never had a friendship like that before or since. That's what I really miss. But as…

i’m sorry, life is so short. I wish we could have been great. I hope you know i think about you and hope the best for you. I love you.

But just in case I don’t want to, text me again, I deleted your number from my contacts and then deleted our messages so I wouldn’t be tempted to text you again 🫣🤪🤭💔😅🤨

It was 18 years ago. I was a shy introvert guy, and we were just finishing up a 2 week course. Lot’s of outgoing people, and everyone had planned to go on a party afterwards.

Someone asked me if I wanted to come and all of the sudden you replied for me.

“I don’t think he would like to go, he wouldn’t like it very much”

Th…

I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for everything I guess you’ve got me locked down too I hope someday fate brings us together again even just so I can say I’m sorry until then I hope you are happy in life

to know

physically and for real

right here

that’s the only way…

Thank you quarter man for wonderful memories, but we are 2 different people now. I learned over time when someone doesn't listen or ask how you are and they assume they know what happened. Then they never knew you at all. The camera wasn't at my house. But you know best. I will see you on the flip side. I did and do…

I know you struggle with the way things are in your house, and I'm empathetic towards that, truly - I am.

I know you struggle with having meltdowns, and when you talk to me about it, when you come to me with remorse days later, I feel that remorse and I forgive unconditionally, even if that remorse has never come with…

Hey, this is what you wanted. Remember? A life without me. I’m giving you what you wanted. Now you can feel less guilty about it.

I was banned. It’s never been like this it’s bad. Im scared. I need you please I know my mouth must stay shut. I see you. Remember I’m a wingnut if my account is not active. I’m with you. Please I just need from you where to stand. Your mouth look at my face. It will save my life. No response is will not end welll for…

I miss you so bad love. I'm still thinking about you all day long. I catch myself looking at my phone way too much, hoping that you will reach out. I miss your head resting on my chest and holding you close. I miss your touch. The longer I'm deprived of it, the more I want it. We have fun no matter what we do. I miss…

With this I have no need for this account anymore. We have now left on good terms, with a divorce underway, and I think I’m finally ready to let go of all the trauma the relationship held for me. I’m comfortably numb from you. I wasn’t when that text first showed up, using a username we had both laughed at, you knew…

hey do you ever remember just being really surprised at how easy it is for you to put a hand on my stomach and catch my emotional disintegration and forestall it so i don't absolutely lose my s***? i would like you to know that that's a special skill you have & it's simply bc i love the absolute f*** out of you and…

Our connection was so beautiful and I miss you every day of my life. I miss your love and everything about our chemistry. I had to stop crying about it and accept my decision to leave you, leave town, and forgo a future we could have had together. I let go on spiritual principle but my body, my memories, and my…

For anyone out there who has the ability to give someone closure, then please do it. A small conversation can save a long time of pain, or something even worse than the feeling of pain, being left with not knowing how to feel. Be apart of making this world a better place

Why did you bother to reach out? just to blow me off, told me you were free over the weekend and I said ok I was around. Why did you just completely blow me off? You didn’t have to reach out to me at all if you didn’t want to see me. Why are you always so rude?

WILL I SEE YOU AGAIN?!?!!

I know we are so far apart and so much time has passed, but I'd like to call you, without expecting anything.. I just want us to have an honest conversation and maybe that would be enough. I want to be selfish and reach out, tell you that I miss you even after all these years, but I can't. Truth is, I never felt that…

I can’t tell you that you are a part of what eats away at me. I want to be able to love you and be a good supportive friend. I just need to work through so many things to reach that.

I wasnt prepared for the nightmares that working through my problems would bring. I had always tried to protect my peace by suppressing…

You get this tight curl at the edges of your eyes when you smile. You squint. You’re a squinting smiler. I hate the way your face lit up when you made a remark about my shampoo. You asked if it was new, you liked it. I can’t forget that face you made. F*** you and that f****** face. F*** u f*** u f*** u f*** u I miss…

Things were different. I just see you in a different light now. Your true colors.

F*** you. F*** everything about you. You suck... d*** probably. Stop lying to yourself, everyone else sees through the b*******!

I never thought you’d want me that wasn’t the reason. I just had your back. Because that’s who I am. Didn’t expect s***. Being friends was one sided tho. That is obvious. Best of luck to you.

It's all or nothing. You want to sit on the sidelines unmoving I'll cut you off like the last one. You either have my back or you can be dead to me. I never deserved it. You know that.

Just got an ancestry update, I have more Irish than Scottish in me by blood anyway 🤭 Recently learnt there is an actually a thing called an Irish Goodbye, so I should’ve expected it from you really. 🤷‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ I hope life is giving you all you’ve ever dreamt of, that’s all I ever wanted for you 💚

i found your notes that i hadn’t remembered i saved.

sweet, kind words. about our future. your love for me. the way i made you feel.

i cried.

not because i will get it back…

Hello, the terrible demon on the threshold of the abyss. Perfect night for a (Q) Lazarus party.