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i like a man who's not afraid to explode his problems

You have no idea how badly I want to respond. But none of the reasons are good. They're selfish, curious, an inkling of toying with you, you goddamn idiot. So here I'm writing partially the letter and a bit of how I anticipate your response. Because I know in my bones replying is a bad decision.

(Name),

Here's the…

i wish i am born a girl in my next life so atleast i can get a chance to be your best friend.

or if i am born a boy, then atleast I be born handsome and your faviourite looking. definitely not this ugly ******* who keeps creeping you out and harassing you for no reason. I am really sorry and please accept my apology. I…

The scariest person is someone who can hurt you deeply and then move on as if nothing happened, with no guilt or accountability. They ignore the pain they caused and act as if your feelings don't matter, leaving you to deal with the damage.

Since you broke up with me twice and abandoned me during my worst when all I had planned was a trip for both of us together to mark our 2.5 years abroad in my home. You let someone else destroy our relationship without proof, and for that I'll always resent how it took you to break me, to build you back up.

I know you…

You know what? You cheating piece of ****? I ****** him. It turns out the only thing wrong with me was you. A grown man that needs his mommy and pushes his actual mommy around while he beats off to girls he cheated on me with? I'm glad you're out of my life. Because what the **** was I thinking.

I might later. Who knows. Yesterday I had a dream about you. The usual one that involves you. I find you, you forgive me, we are together enjoying each other’s company again. It makes me miss you. It was after my post about crying about you, so that’s not what triggered that post. The post is probably what triggered…

🌠🎆🌌🌃⭐️🌟💫✨

♾️♾️♾️

Love u and miss u

I might need to take an afternoon nap

I’m so drowsy

It’s not even funny…

I wish you were still someone I could celebrate still. I hope you have a wonderful 29th Birthday.I hope you go on a wonderful date and have a good time with your family. I wish we were able to have still been friends.

That can’t be filled. I still reach for yesterday. How can my heart keep beating when the rhythm has walked away.

I’ma let you do you the same way I’m doing me.

Honestly, part of me still believes our story isn’t completely done. Right now it absolutely is tho. That book is shut, shoved on a shelf, and has been collecting dust for almost nine months lmaooo. You’re living your new life with your new partner, and I’m living mine…

Now it’s your time to find me. I miss you, my twin flame. Will you ever look for me again? Will you ever want me? us? In the future? A girl can dream.

I pray you are happy and this is what u wanted. It hurts deeply but god don’t make no mistakes. You still the same man who has and never will change I pray we both find peace joy love and happiness. I wish you well and I hope u continue to be a father to your children properly and treat the next women with RESPECT…

Hey. I miss you. I still care about you. I thought it would’ve went away by now. But it hasn’t. Kind of sucks for me.

You’ve probably deleted my number and don’t even know who this is. That’s ok. Can’t fault you for that.

I don’t need a response. Because I know it won’t be the one I want to hear

I hope you’re doing well

C rate actors everywhere. Step your game up!

no other guy will fill the void that he left you

certainly it applies in my life

continue taking me for granted and you will see who i become to you. i think you've mistaken my love for weakness. what a shame. i'm not surprised-- you're not the best at reading people anyway.

With love.

Need to give me some time please

I want to give you a proper apology

With proper references and examples

Also I feel you crafted a lot of apologies for me…

looking at all the other posts here i wonder

did you ever feel guilty for lovebombing me and abandoning me later?

was it all fun and games to you?

was saying “i love you” to a ‘random girl’ that easy for you…

you once told me that you love me

you once told me to not look at other guys because you wanted me all for yourself

i didnt mind because i loved you alot to the point where i didnt even bother looking at other guys

funny after you left i still am not able to look at anyone because your impact was too strong and i miss…

should i still wish you on your birthday?

So it's confirmed I'll be moving in about a year's time, any chance we can sort this out before time runs out?

just 24hrs with you and ill be fine

right now the only person i want to be with is you

but knowing you’re no longer in my life hurts me

we were eachother’s everything a while ago…

I'm reminded of how much better off I am without you. I have dreams about the things I was right about. I retrace and cringe about the things I looked past. When the leaves fall, I remember and feel who I was before you again. When the leaves fall, I'm the happiest I have ever been.

I want to forget i want to move on i want live my life far away from you but why it seems impossible why everything i do in my life make me remember the ***** things you did why i compare myself to others knowing you always did that during the rs why my nervous system so fvcked up anxiety and confidence so low cant…

I really wish I had opened up a beer, and then i would have the excuse of calling you and telling you everything.

I’ve already understood that I’ll never be enough for you or your expectations. Anytime anything went wrong it was always somehow my fault even if I didn’t know what was happening. For years I’d tried to have any semblance of a relationship with you just to have you spew hate towards me. It’s now been almost 6 years…

How long is this going to take??!

That’s how I’m feeling right now. I reached out a week ago and sent an apology for this summer on Tuesday. I’m not sure how long until you reply. I know in the long-term, a week is nothing and a month may end up being nothing in the big scheme of things.

I hope I didn’t hurt you or…

Aprendi l'espanol de Las telenovelas

Me llamo Aura

Y si nos consimos de casualidad

No fue mi intencion de amarte…

**** you and your ******* cat. You don't worth it. **** it!

I want someone to go to the pumpkin patch with. 🍂 Pick apples at an orchard. 🍎 Get coffee and drive around on crisp fall nights. Spend Thanksgiving with his family, eat way too much food, and play ridiculous family games. I want to decorate our homes together, put up the Christmas tree, listen to Christmas music way…

Im deep. I experience things deeply and I don't shy away from my feelings, I embrace them all. Regardless if I feel good or bad, I don't hide, I let myself feel. I let myself cry, be excited, be scared and I don't push it away for another time. Everything for me happens in real time. I feel empathy, just as deeply…

i wanna cry in your arms so bad and get comforted by you

will you please do that for me just this once?

i wish i could spend just one day with you without thinking about anything else but you’ve already left me so.. thats that

i miss you and its been 8 months

i wish you cared about me atleast once

i miss our calls and i certainly miss ur kisses

i miss how you said you love me…

Take your records, take your freedom

Take your memories, I don't need 'em

Take your space and take your reasons

But you'll think of me..

Youve been in some of my dreams since we broke up. sometimes it feels so real I wonder if it is. if our spirits are finding eachother on the dream realm.

ive stopped smoking bud recently so the dreams are only getting more vivid, and I’m remembering more.

last night I dreamt we were lying in bed together but I don’t…

The bittersweetness of being in love along with the longing to be with you and the sadness that maybe in another reality I am has consumed my mind. An endless unattainable future that feels possible because I can see it in my mind like a memory yet in reality it’s a flower on a high peak and trying to get to it will…

I'm sorry it came to this, you just told me you would never leave me be and so now ive created a challenge for you. You've been blocked. But I know we will always find our way back to each other eventually.

Good luck!