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G T if you wana keep me blocked go ahead, if that’s what it takes to forget the utter cruel hurt you caused traumatising me so you don’t have to deal with the guilt. I guess it just means you no longer deserve my loyalty. Take that as you will. GP

I miss you. I know you miss me too. I'm still thinking of you. I still want you. I want to kiss you. I imagine you hugging me real tight. Can you say something to me please. Come out wherever you are.

At some point I became apathetic. It’s not that I didn’t want to communicate… I just didn’t know how to. We always had an estranged manner of communicating you and I.

I never wanted you to be angry or resentful. I’m sorry I made you feel that way. I never wanted to make you the bad guy. I am a coward.

At some point the…

You feel like home, when we are in public together and moments happen, I love how you always look a me, hoping im feeling the same way about as you are, and i always am. We always understand each other just by looking alone. I wish you would just drop your guard. I won't hurt you like the others. Easy to say and im…

we talked we laughed we cried or i cried

I wish I could say thank you but I don't know how to reach you.I guess thelepathy will do .😹🤷🏼‍♀️

What if we all found someone who had just as much passion for us as we have for our person?

i miss you and ive been thinking about you lately or can i say I’m thinking about you right now.. recently when you texted me after a long time it felt like you forgot everything that we had.. but i didn’t and i never did infact i miss everything that we had and it sucks knowing its one sided..i wish we could still…

I saved a lizard from a spiderweb today. And then it wriggled and jumped from my hand. And landed on its spine. And then the lizard stopped moving. And then its skin turned clear. Should’ve been me.

For a while now, getting over you was never something I thought was possible. Even now I’m still somewhat convinced you were the one and maybe it was just wrong timing and we will be together in the future. Even then, I can feel reality closing in on me. I know that this feeling is just hope, there is no truth to it…

I always loved the way you looked at me, but now you dont. Eyes that once sparkled when I walked into the room, now do their best to avoid me.

I always loved the way you laughed with me. Now everytime I hear it, it feels like youre laughing at me.

I always loved the way you smiled. Now when I see you smile I know its…

I did hope I would share this victory with you. But ill celebrate this win alone. Things weren't really working out. But this today proved then when I really go after something I can succeed. So, the next thing I want is a relationship with my kids. Not a female. Females will come because I've been hitting the gym and…

We aren't on emotional speaking terms, but you’re the only person I feel comfortable telling this to. Everyday feels harder and harder than the last, and I’m losing myself in the process. I don't want to carry on with this, it’s all becoming too much. I wish we could go back to the days where we just went out…

I think sometimes I reached for you for the same reason you reached for me. I was lonely or I needed someone. For whatever it’s worth I do understand I’m someone that you only reached to occasionally and that never considered me a friend. I know you never liked me I know you never cared. I just served a functional…

I know its not my business anymore but i cant help but ask. I dont want to be the girl stuck on you while youre courting another. Every time i think about texting you, i imagine youre with another girl and you rolling your eyes at the notification. It sets me right in the moment but the long term effects that has on…

Dear A, Idk why I let you use me again. I had known you for over 2 years, knew exactly what you were like, and let you do it anyway. I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt. I knew I shouldn’t have but I did it anyway. You’re a pathological liar and you don’t care about me at all. You are toxic, manipulative…

can you come home? the kids are scaring me

Truth is I still miss you. Some days get easier, but there’s never a day I don’t think of you. I saw you put back an old photo of me on your grid. Maybe it means you won’t always hate me. Maybe it means you miss me. Idk, in the end, it doesn’t even matter anymore. That part of us left long before I did. It could have…

thank you for your email this morning pouts it meant a lot that you felt regret about the word choice/comment you made. it truly made me feel better to hear you say that. and i know you're excited about the local interview.... more excited than you're letting on ;) i hate application cycles because i just compulsively…

I was in love with you. I was kind to you. Doesn’t mean you had to stay but you could have been kinder to me when you left. You never told me we had issues, you never told me you had doubts. One day you got a feeling and said it’s time we go our separate ways. I accepted it felt guilty that I cried in front of you. I…

You always greet me in the morning in my mind when I wake up. And you always kiss me goodnight when about to sleep. I could not imagine my days being without you. Not a sight, not a glance. But in my mind a perfect picture of you is what I see. I hope you come back soon. I'm excited to see you big with a bumpy tummy…

This is going to be my last time yearning for you. I hope she never gets to see that part of you that I did. I hope you get everything you’ve been wanting. I hope you feel alive. I hope you find whatever it is you’ve been looking for. And I hope that when we talk to each other again, it’ll feel casual no mixed…

the vibes are OFF today

But big girls don't cry by Fergie.

❤️C

Raven is a woman with softness and teeth.

She loves deeply, sometimes deeper than is comfortable. When she lets someone into her heart, she doesn’t do it halfway.

She’s sassy, sarcastic, stubborn, and mouthy, but underneath that sharpness is an incredibly tender person. She has a backbone because life taught her she…

Have you listened to Decks Dark by Radiohead?

Want me to come back? Want me to show up with flowers and cards. To try and win you over like I used to?

Do you ever miss my touch at night how I miss yours? Do you ever think about something funny and just wish to share it with me?

Things have changed. They’re very different now. I miss you megs.

T

🤔 Confessions I miss it Bring it back right meow 🐱 Watching the videos only make me miss things more ☹️ 😏such good angles I wanna make more 🙃 No loc worries now so I’d like to resume outdoor activities peas 🫛 🤔a nice jogging trail? Or wherever If your down miss it too you lmk I’ll scoop you for lunch ( you’ll be…

All i wanted to know was that you are ok. I knew you wouldn't deal with the break up well. You refused to get help or even acknowledge there waa a problem. It was just all me, all the time. And yea i made plenty of mistakes. It's like nothing I did ever made anything better. Everything i did waa just something elsw to…

I didn't want to leave. I didn't want to hit the block button. I didn't want to turn my back on a decade of friendship. I didn't want to go.

You're the one that refused to communicate at every ******* turn. You're the one that couldn't open their ******* mouth and speak their mind for once. When have I ever shut you…

As I lay here in bed in my truck and rub my neck from where I fell off of the truck last Christmas rushing to get to you I ask myself when do I get my happy ending? I gave you so much of myself that I can't get you out of me . No matter what I've tried. Did I ever mean anything to you? You just left me in the cold…

I caught the last one, I’ll catch the next one too, it’s all being noted. I meant it when I told you to leave me alone. Now I get to go away on holiday again. Try not commit another crime while I’m gone. There was a time I loved you, probably still do. My version of help is just not ruining your life. Shocking I know…

Now i remember this one time we talked one night a year ago and you asked me if i think you were obnoxious or rude and rock headed. I told you that you were not and that i loved the way you debate and confront. I'm sorry. You were a bit obnoxious, though i loved it i should've told you that you were a bit rock headed…

366 days. I year and one day since I blocked you. Not a day has passed where you haven’t been on my mind. I’ve tried, I really have. Many times. So yeah… you win.

I’m getting over you. I’ve made peace with us

All day I kept thinking I needed to reply to your txt, but you never sent a txt, you will never send me any again.

Some will say it’s because you want to txt me but won’t yet. Some will say it’s because you’re thinking about me. I say my attachment to you today made me go a little insane.

I’m letting go soon though, I…

It’s been two ******* hours of me getting my hair pulled. Scratched trying to get (daughter) to sleep. You haven’t bothered to check up on me because you are so content sitting around with her. I’m getting to the point where I’m beginning to wonder why the **** am I still even here. You guys would be better off just…

I told u at the very start: i didn't even think anyone would want me. I didn't see why they would. Yah, i know, I'm great looking. I got a lot going for me sure. I make good money, i have good taste. Thats why i wanted u. You made me believe in myself again. You gave me my confidence back. And, tl thank you, i…

I love you X. I do. And while I understand why this needed to happen, the hope our paths will cross again won’t leave my mind. I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you and I’m sorry you ever had to meet me. You’re such a sweet boy and it will **** me until my dying days that I took away your smile. I can’t ask for…

I'm so mad at you dude...and I try to not be because you were my best friend...but you were my best friend and you did that to me...you broke my trust and not only that when I didn't respond to what you deemed as an apology you blocked me...

It wasn't even an apology when you tried saying the things I've done even…