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I feel like we both lost who we were in the relationship

After you spent years with me and 7 years with someone else, all the while I missed you everyday.

When that relationship ended, we tried again

How foolish of me…

The beach vacation I've been trying to plan for 2 years will be happening in the spring.

My guess would be that you haven't done the things needed to get your passport to join me.

Almost 3 years of waiting for you to follow through with small things, let alone the big things that don't matter to you.

I'll be on the…

I know you’ll never come back

We were together from 2015-2018 and again 2023-2026

I’ve loved you every day since 2015, and I’ll ever stop.

The more I try to let go, the more you consume my mind…

I know we aren't exclusive yet . But I don't trust easily and you have been keeping bits and pieces from me and you know I know! It's not right we made a plan. An agreement to take it slow but no secrets 😔. I don't it will work because I now don't trust you. If I did I wouldn't feel the need to look through it. I…

Hold your horses ? 😒

I read something today and it made me think of you. Honestly the way I could relate to it, almost made me cry.

Forget a breakup… Have you ever met someone you had an insane connection with, only for the universe to be like, “Oops… sorry, you two actually weren’t supposed to happen” And somehow, you’re left missing…

Well you have worked with ma for only a few days now. At first as i wasn't too sure about you.. i mean you have a nice *** for sure. I just jeep asking myself if thats enough.... But you know what they say. After see one woman *****, u want to see them all. Ao lets ets keep talking and see what happens.

I realised something huge about everything that had happened yesterday. It was like my destroyed heart was screaming for my brain to hear its last words and it took until near midnight to hear it...

I love you, I have fallen in love with you and I didn't want or think it was possible for this to happen again but it…

Yo why the hell am I going to therapy over your crazy controlling ***, this is nuts. Even without talking you’re driving me insane, and you know that. You know you’re hurting me, you say these things and do these things to intentionally hurt me. You won’t even say sorry, but what do I expect? You never took…

i will never choose you because you told me so , but something in my still wishes to look out for you.

i wish you never pushed me away.

its fine though but im just sad that i will never be able to share my achievements with you or be with you ever.

i really wish it was with you.

funny how none of them will EVER reach you and even if it did you’ll NEVER know its me. i wish i could see you and be with you for a while even if it means that nothing will happen between us.

that is the hottest thing ever to me 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

I miss standing beside you just before a melodic bass drop, knowing we were both waiting for the same moment.

I miss planning festivals, getting ready together, travelling somewhere new, and feeling like every experience was ours.

I know I can still go to shows and create new memories. But right now, I don’t just miss…

To this day, I have the same wallet you gifted me on Christmas. 2022, I think. (Sorry my memory is a little clouded these days, I really took a toll on myself after leaving.)I don't expect any pity but i cant forget you. After all this time. I think if you and my heart ******* rattles. Youre happy. I was a stepping…

Ned.C, if you ever see this. On the very rare chance- reach out. I miss you. I love you. And if you don’t want to talk- give me a straight forward sign that you’ve are thinking about me.

I wish I could share my side with them. I wish I could tell them what they’re in for when they set a boundary or disagree with you. I wish I could tell them how you never told us we stopped being each others only. I wish I could tell them about the lies and love bombing. I wish I could tell them about the abuse. I…

Just reach out to me already. Why do you have to act so distant? You made me so attached to you, and now you’ve disappeared.

I nearly called the Mayor of Blayney on the weekend to notify him that we may not be contesting our 'Hottest Couple' title.

I have borderline personality disorder. I don’t know if you truly know the stresses that come with this disorder. But am I enough for you? Am I TRULY enough for you? Because at first it seemed like all you wanted was me. You were so sweet and kind and loving and cuddly and our nights spent together had so much spark…

I cut my hair.. it was so exciting for me to go to work and surprise everybody. I got many compliments.

Every time I passed by a mirror thought of you slowly crept into the front of my mind.

How would you react ? Would you like it ? Would you have thought I looked pretty ? You would have. And you would have smiled.

I miss…

I still put the toilet seat down for you. Every time. I do it ever time. U said no one had ever sone it without you saying.

Your voice is a constant echo in my brain I feel every word The pressure The fear I hear the screams Wounds I tried so hard to heal are ripped open and bleeding as I try to stitch them back up How could I let these wounds be inflicted on another I didn’t make the cuts but I supplied the weapon Recklessly leaving it to…

You’re perpetually selfish... It’s exhausting trying to prove to you that other people’s feelings and livelihood matter too; honestly, you’re just not worth the effort anymore.

You told me that you only wanted me. I actually believed it. I think you only wanted me until someone better came along. I told you, I'm a cutesy guy. I don't need to prove that I'm tough. I like looking good and being cute. It's just what i do.

So, I feel like the lust is a little lack-luster. I am insecure, immature, drinking most days, and a little negative. Simply put: Chubby, broke, and IRL low key dismissive yet clingy. True Leo. Look to be asleep, easily stirred, yet written down to be the cowardly lion from the wizard of oz- female version. Promise…

To be together even if it is in a completely different parallel universe... I wish we end up together in atleast one of those universes.

You trying to be mysterious completely backfired

I just want to come home!!

Hey, I’m about to leave on that trip we talked about. You know, the one we were making plans for before you ghosted me. You could’ve just said you changed your mind, or just couldn’t go anymore. I’m so mad at you still. I want you to see me having a good time, enjoying myself without you, because you’ve still seen my…

I hate you, I genuinely do with all of my heart for everything you took from me. For the first year we spent together initially felt great until you became distant, started dismissing how I felt and my boundaries but worst of all you made me feel trapped. We talked about starting a family together, I bought my first…

why are you such a hater tho? do u literally have nofhing better 2 do

embarrassing, honestly. I really went that low for someone who wouldn’t even meet me halfway. Begged. Chased. Forgave things I swore I’d never tolerate. And the worst part? I knew I was losing myself. I just didn’t want to lose him. Now I’m not even heartbroken over him. I’m heartbroken over the version of me I became…

Don't give yourself so much credit. I would not lift a finger to help you let alone hurt you. I am perfectly content knowing I never have to see you again... But like I have warned you before, one more contact from you and I would get a protective order. I know your promise of silence will not be long-lived, your…

Every time I’m over it and I start feeling better, I see you. Today you were at my gym, we ignored each other as if 6 months ago we weren’t sleeping in the same bed. I wish you’d come up to me and talk to me, I know I never will. I need to have more respect for myself. You are a cheater, and I know I said I forgive…

Why

Why do i hurt this much because of you

Its been 3 months since I last saw you, 3 months before that, i tried not think of you, and for a long time, it was starting to work, I felt like i finally moved on

Then yesterday before my choir concert, while in class, my friend tells me your here, in an instant, I fell back…

So for the last year you have cyber stalked me. You harassed P and wore her down. You outed me. You stole my contacts and harassed everyone i know. You fabricated P and bombarded her with texts. Now she's gone and I'm not actually upaet about it. And now? Now u won't tall to me. Sure i was upset with you. And if you…

see, this is why i'm so fkn glad the real world exists 🙃

Why am I still thinking about you. Why do you never leave my mind.

Like I need to say something. But I can’t find the words. I’ll say my prayers and sleep instead…

And I don’t even have a second thought about it at this point.