Unsent Text Messages - Page 46

Are you okay if I drift away? Or have you already drifted and I haven’t caught up to the speed? When I pass by your house, I hope you’re outside I play my music loud because I always have, it’s to hide the tinnitus that I hear, but maybe also to get a message to you if you’re near Idk if I saw you earlier walking on…

You’re a dork wearing a hat

if you want to get to know me, not buying this performance you’re doing

It’s plain for the whole world to see. You’re insecure. It’s even more obvious when I’m trying to connect with you and you’re pretending to be “deep and dark” instead of just your freaking self. It’s so see through. And so embarrassing

You know I’d probably like the real you. We all have insecure days but this is pure…

You meant more to me than I thought.

But the worst one by far was you hugging me while I was sobbing and saying “It’s okay, I’m still here …” Only to text me 4 days later to tell me that you weren’t my friend and wouldn’t ever be my friend.

**** you for that dude. It hurts like hell and the sad part is that I can’t bring myself to even ignore you at work…

i don't know why i'm like this

There’s a song “I can’t wait to get you off my mind” and that’s how I feel. I’m so exhausted from this never-ending loop you left me in. You couldn’t say your piece or how you felt, so you sent me a playlist? Seriously??? Songs about loving me, songs about not knowing who you are. I need you to grow up, start healing…

They said we’d need chaos every once and a while Otherwise you’ll get bored. And when you get bored Watch out, cause she’s done, see ya bye bye. Lo siento Maybe in a few months, maybe in nine? Why did he let it become boring? I was only trying to make you mine. Low sea N Tow

Since you have blocked me from the music streaming. I also made sure to block you from every other social media platforms we are connected in, just like you wanted. You wanted me to leave you alone and not reach out so I did you one better. You don’t even have to see my face anymore or reminded of me. You are free. I…

unfortunately, it is the sad ****

Maybe I'm Crazy but so many hours of my day are taken yet I want to talk to you.

I thought maybe keeping myself busy would stop me from wanting anyone but now I like you.

I should really be focusing on myself, but yet I can't handle the fact I could miss an opportunity.

I'm not afraid to go up to you, but I'm afraid I…

I needed to ramble so I wrote this unsent message to my ex. I need help its awful that I still miss him

"I miss you and I hate that I miss you. I hate you and I want you to come back. you are the only person who has clicked just right. maybe I'm the pathetic one, I mean, I've only dated one person this whole time. and…

Today I am having constant mixed emotions about you. Honestly everyday I am having these emotions. One second I love you with all my heart and just hope for your return. The next, I’m realizing how much you have managed to break me down without even being present anymore. I think about all of our good moments and then…

Bring your voice back. I just want to listen to you talk all night.

On all of me.

Consuming me.

You’ve always known that I’ve never dated the same girl twice. After I break up with someone it is done! So you played these break up games by leaving me and then running back to get me! Well this last time has been two years now that we aren’t living together as partners and you’ve treated me bad and never took…

You think I’m a bad person for what I did and I don’t disagree with you, I think I’m a bad person too. I wanted you and that’s true l but I knew you’d leave so I had to hurt you so you wouldn’t hurt me first. What a cop out- an excuse, but at least it’s honesty. Honesty is something you always wanted, so I guess it’d…

The topic of you made it into my therapy session today. I finally told the story of how amazing you were to me and how I couldn’t handle it at the time. My therapist thinks it’s because you loved me for me and I didn’t have to prove myself or my value to you - which is a foreign concept to me. Despite all of the…

I will give in. You know I’ll cave. You know I want you. You know I miss you. You know you have my heart even if you threw it away. Let me love you for one last magical night, or weekend let’s lock ourselves away for like 24 hours, skin on skin, eye to eye. Or I know we could really enjoy a nice long hug that lasts…

I never stopped and I never will

**** your “I’m sorry.” I’m sure you are.

if you said, “lo siento,” I might arch an eyebrow. Maybe. But no promises. otherwise, blow it out your ***.

I’m sorry for upsetting you by sending those things. I never meant to hurt you or make you feel guilty. I think, honestly, I was just trying to find some way to give myself the closure I couldn’t seem to find on my own, so I could finally let go and move forward. The hardest part is accepting that someone I cared…

Hey dude. Yk I barely use discord but you use it a lot. I've recently started using it a lot again bc that's where I make calls with my classmates for group projects lol. Anyway, recently I was on a call and istg I got so distracted by that little green dot that shows that you're active. I always want to reach out so…

Hey how’s it going? I know I told you I needed no contact after everything, but I miss you. I think about you everyday. I’ve tried to move on, tried to forget you, tried to let go, but of course I can’t. You told me that you weren’t my person, that I was better off without you, that we weren’t compatible. Well even if…

I wanted so badly to be someone good for you and somehow I became part of what hurt you.

I’m sorry.

is love, and be there

😔 💔

to learn that showing you my weaknesses and vulnerabilities

Will only lead

To it all being used against me in the end..

So when you ask, do you trust me…

but she has only made me stronger 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

It’s been 3 months since I last saw you. It’s felt like I’ve lived a lifetime since then.

Everything is different, not a single thing is the same, except maybe me. Sorta. I’ve changed a lot too. But I’m still the same.

I hid in the office when I saw your name, made one of the guys serve you, and you didn’t notice me…

she tried to send somebody to my work of place to possibly fight me or assault me in some way, all under the excuse that I “hurt her” 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Do you ignore me because I gave ur number and address the the JWs? i was mad. sorry

you make me want to fall to my knees and whimper aloud.

i beg for you.

thinking of you; against my will, consciously and subconsciously.

the mean girl domestically abused me and assaulted me and sucker punched me in the jaw when I was defenseless 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

\-😔

Do you see me? Hiding in the corner away from the crowd

Not wanting to be seen or noticed

Trying to hide what can be used against me and seen as forms of weakness

I don’t talk openly in a group no public speaking will ever be seen…

I may joke around a lot, but in all seriousness, I have no idea why you’ve been on my mind the way you have.

Day one: understandable Day two: okay… Day three: yeah, this is getting heavy Day four: at this point, somebody shut down my mental

I was doing perfectly fine until you popped up out of nowhere, and now I’m…

I let my guard down and watched an emotional connection unfurl.

How stupid my imagination can be. Hyper fixating on what could be, the disgusting amount of things we have in common, how I could try and make this work since the connection feels sincere...

And just like that, your dating profile comes back, it was never…

If you are going to wreck a home and a marriage at least check on the person. Don’t just wreck it and leave them. By themselves. SHOW. UP.! Call! Do SOMETHING

Hey You

I feel at peace today.

I feel illuminated by the sunlight. I've chosen to step into it's truth, clarity, and purpose.

I've chosen me. I know my power. I'll continue to put in the hard work to reach my peak. But I know I have the ability, and feel my drive returning after receiving so many hits…

We were together for almost 14 years. It's only been three months but I want to try with someone new but I feel so freaking worthless after being left for someone else. I don't really know how I move on. I don't want to drag someone else down but I also want to find someone I can be happy with too. I wish this feeling…