Unsent Text Messages - Page 27

Did you really think I’d get better if you left? Really?

So if I am correct I will be the writer sometimes and other times I will be the one who is being written to!! Also it could be nothing to do with me or anyone I might know!! The interpretation of it is mine to bear or not anyone right!! Instead of the old me just bumping my gums and being vulgar playing the blame…

I don’t know what did it… But you came back. You saw me today. I don’t know when… Or how… But you saw me. You heard me when I asked you to please bring my “husband” home. You did. Right into the kitchen. Arms around me. First kiss in so long. Please stay. And I will too. I needed that. I missed you.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love…

I hope someday I’ll get it right because right now everything I touch falls apart and all my fault. I’m sorry to those who stood by me only to see me fail again and again.

I’m excited to finally put my house together this weekend.

3 months later 😐

Why did u say "i know u went through (her) phone?"" I never went through your phone in 2 years. Why would i go through her phone? You know I'm not that guy and i don't need to go through anyone's phone to know something is up.I kmow u contacted her anyways. I know what u told her too. You kmow me all too well. You…

It would have been nice to still have a best friend , it’s my late moms birthday and could have used someone caring enough to distract me or at the very least ask how I am

5 ******* years, 5 liters of tears, all wasted. You were supposed to support me. You knew moving across the country would be challenging. Instead you ran home every other week. Instead you quit as soon as it got hard. We were supposed to be taking this on together instead I get silence. ******* pathetic. I’m so torn…

Tbh i hate taking selfies for you. And you’ll never sleep on my couch, let alone in my bed. Idk why I’m even entertaining you. Yeah I do. Sheer boredom. Searing loneliness. I genuinely just wanted a cigarette

to see you to feel you and to hear you again

and say I love you to myself silently every night, still. I miss you so much it makes my heart physically ache. I wish things hadn't devolved the way they did, and that we could have, at the very least, remained friends. I'll never stop wanting you. Love you, goodnight.

I care about you. More than just a friend. I feel silly even writing it out. We’re supposed to just be friends. All I want is friendship.

All I wanted.. was friendship. (Is what I keep telling myself)

Even when I’m with you I just feel complete loyalty and comraderie. There’s no lust, no insane passion or tension. It’s…

Loud and clear, you unfriending me with no words or anything was the closure I guess. Good luck, I hope you find happiness in my absence

With love

Did I **** that up? Probably. Do I care? A little. Will I do anything about it? Absolutely not. I will simply hang my head in shame and pray that some day soon I will learn to stop embarrassing myself.

xoxo

I never thought the person who once knew my heart so well would become the person who made me feel like I meant nothing

I don’t ******* deserve any of this. I know our situation was difficult, and even until the very end, I tried to understand you. I accepted the things you believed were best for you, even when doing so felt like it was ******* me and ripping my chest open over and over again. I kept trying to understand your…

There is not much time left it is coming to the end. I wanted us, you made it clear and continue to show me you don’t. So even though I never wanted to you have shown me for years now, that I am and we are nothing to you. I won’t hate you so you can hate me all you want. No one would have done what I did for you out…

Take a little trip to see me do I can sit on your face?

I should be furious that you discarded me. And I am. But I just wish we could talk. So much has happened. You're quite literally my only friend. Although I would never tell you that, you'd just say it was me being manipulative. But it's true... all I do is talk to my dog and try to keep all my hurt to myself.

I miss…

She gave me a ride to work on her e scooter. And at one point she was like "you need to scoot up" like to get closer to her so I did. And then I bought us both a triple shot of espresso. And we talked for a bit. I know we are just friends, but them hips bruh. Omg. **** was cool. Shes cool af. Made my day, I was just…

We were together for 6 years and I begged you so much to do better till eventually I had to leave for my own mental health and 6 months later you already have a gf? Are you okay?? She looks exactly like and what you’ve told me, the same things as me as well. We have two children together. You couldn’t have done better…

I said that was the last post I would make for you, but I can't get over this. So, you ditched me, someone who offered you something real, safety and stability for someone who already has a partner. Not just A someone, but multiple someone at that. I won't ask why, I guess this is the type of person you are and I'll…

sometimes my mind goes there still

I honestly never thought I would hear that you have moved on and youre seeing someone already. I know 11 months is enough time to find someone new but I don’t believe that. I love you with all my heart and still do. I don’t take saying “I love you” lightly, it is very serious for me. You were the only one I have said…

I want to be sure I don’t miss messages from you. This is hard for me to keep up with and I want you to know that you’re important to me. Could you please just text me on my phone? i’ll respond immediately if I can or as soon as I’m able if I’m at work or something.

Come on now this is a friendly reminder... Don't start taking the ****... Cause I will call you on it... I am giving you leeway at the moment as to see if this is just a unknowingly trait of yours if not.... Hmmmm

I feel like a ******* idiot!! To think you actually could care about someone besides yourself… **** what I thought we could have as far as a romantic relationship goes, I thought we meant something to one another and we had our own kind of love that we’d always be there for each other… lol I ain’t heard from you in…

Right person, wrong time is a lie people tell themselves to avoid reality. The truth is timing is compatability....

If someone cannot choose you right now, they are the wrong person.

What was so special about you? Was it that that period of time i was so hallow and hungry for human attention?

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What happened really between us? What was that all about?

Please tell me if you have a good answer.

We have been in absolute no contact for at least 6months now. I still hear you in my mind. I still feel you pulling on our bond. Spirit knows this year has been utterly miserable and hard as hell on both of us. Keeping with no contact has been brutal for me!!! It goes against everything in me; but I know are…

I miss you, and i deleted it so I wont think of you.

Don't be dumb. Don't let anyone tell you that may not be the case. You know how it ended, what she did, and how she felt about seeing your reaction. Use your own intuition. She came and went from your life as she pleased. She did not care whatsoever.

Once she thought you had nothing to provide to her and she was…

Please my one and only true love

God .... My beautiful handsome darling

I need you , and I hate this no contact cause we

need to talk for months now , things are creeping…

One time, can i hear your voice again?

I'm just working with what I've been given. I don't know what's going on or what's happened, and I can't seem to have a conversation without some other guy desperate to stop it. I'm just doing the best I can to process the information that is being presented to me.

If you want me to talk to you, make things seem how…

Hey D..the title is what I changed your name in my phone to. I wish you would just apologize for ghosting and tell me why saying what I said scared you so much.. the truth is, if we were going to be friends, I couldn’t move forward without talking about it. it wouldn’t have been fair to either of us.. but the thing…

Girl…. i’m not really sure what you’re going through, but I am sorry if I did anything to make you upset or mad. 💔

since we broke up. why are we still here? i have accepted that we cannot be together right now, although i did hope that you’d come back by now, telling me that we made a mistake by ending things and that you never want to lose me ever again.

oh well.

i’m okay though, i promise. i feel like myself again! been going on…

Say what you want it’s not gone affect me. I know what the truth is.