Unsent Text Messages - Page 66

You had a voice that could charm cobras out of their pots. *🐍🏺*👳‍♂️🪈It was beautiful and I really do miss you. I also pray you’re happy and well, even though I know we won’t speak again . I’m sorry I hurt you and I love you so much. Please know you made a difference!

I know you would be glad to hear how hard this has been for me. Its just awful. Now its getting cold. I wake up, by myself, normally i roll over and rub your back to see if you're awale yet. If you were already up i would kiss your forehead , first thing. You were my whole world. Literally the only woman for me. Now i…

Wish I could go to the aquarium with you one more time

i think i may be royally f*ckd from dating for the rest of my life. that’s not really your fault, but the part you played definitely didn’t help. the whole relationship was bonkers from the get-go, you knew that as well as i did. i do think it’s safe to say that after all this time, did it not just change the way i…

This is going to be my last time yearning for you. I hope she never gets to see that part of you that I did. I hope you get everything you’ve been wanting. I hope you feel alive. I hope you find whatever it is you’ve been looking for. And I hope that when we talk to each other again, it’ll feel casual no mixed…

you have 2 female friends who act like they get paid to run interceptions

who tf called me a player? i ain't one of these YNs out here sweating for a pay stub i'm a coach. imma teach these b*tches how to layup

Yes, you can have them all. Just not me. Have fun with your vain self intrest. Ill love someone else the way your not capable of.

You told me that you only wanted me. I actually believed it. I think you only wanted me until someone better came along. I told you, I'm a cutesy guy. I don't need to prove that I'm tough. I like looking good and being cute. It's just what i do.

Hey, thank you for the call. I know that I broke your trust before but I promise to do my very best and give you all the peace and stability needed, whatever the outcome of our discussions will be. When I am thinking and put my mind into breaking up, it gets unbearable for me and I immediately start crying, I do not…

There comes a day when you rectify who you are with who you want to be with. And I can't make those two things coexist.

If I could ask you one serious question to decide whether this is worth holding on to or not it would be. Do you ever think of me, outside of our ‘shared environment’? And I don’t mean work related thoughts.

Hi there, I do consider myself forgiven. It has taken me a while to forgive myself though. Moreover, I understand why you would not want to be reminded of times when you made yourself vulnerable and I responded incorrectly, albeit without malice or a sense of perspective. I really and truly wish I had taken a step…

I can tell you’re thinking about it- just do it. I can’t reach out to you, the ball is in your court.

Stop being a coward and step forward.

My friend arranged a date for me in February. I was not excited to meet him but did anyways. I thought that maybe it would make me feel better about seeing you walking hand in hand with her.

During our date I turned around and saw him walking away and for a moment I thought that he was you. I felt like I was going to…

The last thing I posted, did you get the 'clue'? Easy to look over, honestly I was impressed I thought of it, maybe I'm giving myself to much credit.

But I do wonder if you saw it and thought anything about it, maybe you thought it was a typo or just bad grammar. I don't blame you, I'm not brave enough to fully be rid…

Hey Babe,

I know you altered your pings to stop me worrying - I appreciated it massively.

Conversely, you must be wondering what the **** is going on on my end. It’s been a tough weekend and a **** Monday, massively so.

I won’t go into the intricacies here. But if you see me pinging around, please don’t stress. I am…

Thanks for that little nod.

I needed it tonight.

Tomorrow I am getting up early and taking care of business -- I'm going to Urgent Care.

I'm scared. I am going to show my feet, at my mom's urging, and get my medication…

Loving you was exhausting.

I don’t know why I ever trusted a word that came out of your mouth after you showed me time and time again that you could not be honest with yourself. Farewell, I hope the future treats you well.

Don't you miss me?

I hate this.

It’s been almost a year since you disappeared. Not a word before it, just … gone.

I dream about you sometimes. Generally just random things. At some of those favorite places you showed me photos of, doing mundane things, just enjoying each other’s company.

I’ll never know what made you decide go just disappear. I wish I…

1-1.5s yrs later and you couldn't even remember a key component to our "deal"? Meanwhile this moving situation and it's "agreement terms" was like a ******* bible I read to myself every goddamn night. I couldn't forget it. It was my saving grace - like a ******* guardian angel.

I left the house. Untouched. Waiting for…

I wish things could go back to like it was. Those conversations The ones where we could talk about anything. How you used to say „I still feel something to you.” And how you used to say. „I’m not abandoning you.” I miss those daily calls or texts that you would just check up on me. I miss you being in my life. I miss…

I don’t know how you can tell me that I’m always at the front of your mind, that I’m better than what you’ve been experiencing in the dating world, that you want me and miss me desperately… and still not choose me.

It just feels like such a waste of a beautiful thing.

But I love and respect you. So I took a step back…

Is it really too late for us to talk things through? Or to start talking again with a clean slate?

im not going to send this because i know you won’t answer. i just don’t understand why you would tell me something like that. “never talk to you again” ? why??? i thought we were more than that? we had so many talks about breaking up amicably. i understand if you don’t want to be in this relationship anymore but it…

I was so shocked when you followed me (again) the other day kinda thrilled on a strange way, to think that you still think about me, and I still think about you, but I just can’t follow you back to end up at square one again, and seeing as you didn’t reply to my last message I guess there’s nothing left to say

I got the courage to completely view your profile, not just your photos.

I re-read the last two conversations we had and now see there wasn't anything there on your end. I misinterpreted the emojis and a few lines you sent. My mind built something out of nothing. I mistakenly held on to those 4 messages you sent in…

Let’s grab a coffee. Meet in the middle? Maybe London since your sister and some of our friends are there.

I just want to catch up with my friend. You and I are complicated, but we were friends first. I miss our easy conversations and more importantly I miss my friend

I’m sorry for my behavior the other night, I wish you would talk to me. I just couldn’t stop.

In your eyes, black diamonds. I could die.

i think it’s pretty obvious where we stand but can you please let me know if i’m wrong. if i have to exhaust myself guessing then i guess this is where it ends. if you would just reach out maybe we would both get some kind of clarification instead of just holding these heavy feelings we are forcing ourselves to…

You were asking me once what were my favourite things were, trees, birds etc but it's you. You were my favourite before I even knew you existed, and when we first met, I couldn't believe you were real. Months later I couldn't get over how perfect for me you were. We were taking it slow, and I appreciated that. But I…

Hold your horses ? 😒

We hadn't spoken in years. Then one day, something reminded me of you, so I reached out.

A few messages later, we were talking like we'd only missed a weekend.

I caught myself calling you perfect again. Like nothing you did was ever wrong. I mean you’re great, but not perfect. You wanted me to be friendly and casual after our relationship. You were confused when I was sad saying that I still had you. But I didn’t “still have you” not in the way I wanted and you knew that’s…

man finding this all out has been so funny. i wish i got to tell you to your face how much of a loser you are but oh well :p if you see me please never approach me! i hope you threw out my things because anything you touch? tainted to hell. i wish i could scrub my body raw. never seen this kind of delusion before…

If you want to know why I don't bother with you anymore, I just got tired.

Tired of..

\- Never being a priority in your life.

\- Getting the cheek when I try to kiss your lips…

I’m speaking to you through music. I can’t stay silent. I can’t not love you loudly. I don’t want to be silent anymore. I need you, I want you, I can’t stay quiet. I really can’t. I’m caving tonight because I’m weak for you. I can’t stay away. I really can’t. I don’t care if you think I’m stupid and weak. I love…

You know in seconds you recognize manipulation and gaslighting and falseness. You see things differently when you are no longer emotionally attched. You dont even see or feel the same way about your person. I personally don't know if you can come back from that. I am a true believer once somebody shows you who they…