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You wanted to use me for my body and told me all the sweet things just to ghost the second you figured I wasn’t going to be submissive to you or give you what you want. Yuck. Dodged a massive bullet.

Wow two months goes by so fast. Its been a good two months too. Two months ago i went to work and never returned to our apartment. You said " i love you" for the laat time. I said it back out of habit. But in the two days prior to that while you gave me tne silent treatment and i begged you to just f****** talk to me…

I would rather adjust my life to your absence, than adjust my boundaries to your disrespect.

I never denied you thinking you know what you saw but when i gave you the full honesty which was something i never told anyone and i could get the proof but you just won’t believe me. You say you want to SO THEN JUST DO IT. I put everything you did to me to the side which doesn’t even compare slightly to this, so why…

Is it that you can fill me full of your doubts and fears, demand that I never leave you. Then the second I am having a really bad time and just need someone to lean on you make fun of me and then end things because I didn't respond right away to your apology? Don't tell me you love me. It doesn't feel genuine anymore.

And just when I finally worked so hard to get where I am. F*** it...

Yes, you can have them all. Just not me. Have fun with your vain self intrest. Ill love someone else the way your not capable of.

You are so special and amazing. I miss my sweet smiling husband 😊 So handsome and good to me. You have always been more than enough. You are a dream come true and my whole world. I miss being affectionate and sending you kisses 😘 I have an infinite wellspring of love to pour into you. I want to spend life with you…

Go f*** yourself. Enjoy getting high. You made your choice. And I will not forgive you. You did this all to get your way. And like a fool I reacted just as you wanted me to. Well now those things are all you got. Not me. Ever. Again. F*** YOU

You dont get me back in the end... you made your choice.

To ask you why you stopped loving me. I know it doesn't matter.

Pui pui

(I love u)

Forever..

Hey J,

I’m writing this expecting nothing to come out of it tbh. I just miss you. I’m sitting here wishing things were different. Wishing we could get play Minecraft again, talk about random s***, wish we never f****** confessed, wishing we could just be what we were before Christmas. In my 30 years of life, I’ve never…

Hi. I hope you’re doing ok. And that you’re loving your new neighborhood that has lots of more personality 😋

I just applied to a place and should be moving in like mid November. I’m curious how it’ll feel. I’ve only lived in DC while dating you. It’ll also be the same neighborhood. We shall see.

I miss you. I miss our…

I guess I'm just down. I guess I'll be honest. I could use you around. I can't stand the distance between us right now. I guess I'll be honest. I could use you around.

Hi JD,

I actually find you repulsive.

Thanks,

Kk

Please note, that’s not k, okey, 👌or okey. 🙄

It’s not hidden from you, that I’m still deeply in love w you. But I’ve accepted that nothing will be the same. The amount of trauma u put me through, I still struggle to sleep every night but ik you’re doing just fine. The breakup isn’t affecting you. It never did as much as I thought. Why do I still crave your…

That every time I see a notification from you I thrust in the air out of pure joy

I’m over it

I’m over it all

I’ve already explained 282929 times what I needed

No masks…

it suppresses traumatic memories and over time, makes it so the pain goes away too

😔

I get it, maybe I deserve it, but dang you still take forever to reply.

I want to talk to you about what’s happening. I want to know what you think. I want to know how you felt back then. I want to know you again. Just hurry up and reply!

You could have talked to me. I could have been there for you.

I do think you shut me out because you didn't love me or want me anymore. Because if you did love me, why wouldn't you try to talk to me? Give me the opportunity to fix things?

You made me feel like I wasn't worth loving because I was struggling and not…

I burned up your letters. My memory suits me better. Changed my name, made my move. I'm not the one who laid beside you. Forget before and close that door.

You will never know how my heart twists in pain every-time I think of you. I let silent tears drop till my collars are wet but I know I can’t reach for you. You are not real. You are just a figment of my imagination of what could be. A phantom I created in my head. Just potential. Not a person. A fantasy. An illusion…

Since the separation, the world has felt empty, and every path seems unfamiliar. I no longer know where I’m going or where I truly belong. My days keep passing, life goes on, and I do everything I’m supposed to do I show up, I talk, I laugh when I’m expected to, and I keep moving as if everything is perfectly fine…

I miss you. I love you. But I hate how it feels now. If I pull away you pull me close. If I come close you make cutting remarks and make me feel unwanted. Some days I think you are ashamed of me that you never acknowledge our friendship to the world. That you rub in your closeness to other people in my face every…

I really miss my friend and it kills me so much EVERY FREAKING DAY.

Ive always followed from the front.

And led from the back.

The first in the running,

And wont ever be last…

And grow old and grey with me?

You turned out to be one of the most selfish people I have ever met. You watched me hurt for over a month and did nothing. You spent weeks telling me you'd call, saying we will talk, only to flake at least a half dozen times. You "cared" about me, until you no longer wanted something from me. I am truly confounded by…

I wanna know what you would say to me if you had last words to say to me….

It’s not…just wanna be next to you girl, but I ran from you like an idiot.

The only brag anyone will ever take away after loving you is that they survived.

I pity every woman who comes into your wretched life, whose heart is sure to be stained by agony and scarred by your cruelty, and whose body will become tainted and polluted by your filth and disease. Whose mind will become infected with…

25 years ago we exchanged promises we sang we danced and I could see heaven, today you have betrayed, disrespected and ended it all and I glare into the abyss wondering where do I go from here? Who would have believed in this day all those days and months ago that such highs can lead to such lows. I guess though you…

If I was to reach out soon by sending you a banana emoji would you respond? Would you be angry? Would you be annoyed? Would you be indifferent? Would you be happy? Would you be relieved?

If you sent me the banana emoji I would be happy because it could mean you do care and it wasn’t all a lie. If you sent it, I would…

Hey Babe,

It’s raining and I’m drained today…

Conversely, I’m really happy with the way things are going. We’ve made massive strides in the last 48hrs, I’m still so proud of us both for making adjustments, learning and healing along the way.

Please remember to caffeinate and eat lots, looks like you may need it today…

Until you contact me, until you come back, all that bad comes back with you. Id rather die, than feel how you want me to feel In life. The nightmares, the memories, that hideous Cheshire grin, it all comes back. You created this hell for me, so stay away, far away. Far enough away your never a thought. Lay in the hole…

I appreciate that you are trying to clear matters up. I understand that the Krabby Patty Business is well respected and above board in all matters. The management team is zealous in their performance. The secret formula is in little danger. I would exhort security to continue to find and delete any paperwork that…

I haven't stopped loving you. I have just reached a point where I can't keep doing this anymore.

You hurt me so many times; you've behaved so badly. And your friends have too. And what hurts most is that you never really acknowledged it or tried to repair the damage.

I spent so long trying to understand you. Your fears…