Unsent Text Messages - Page 60

****, I wish I could call you to read to me!

We've been broken up 5 months. It disgusts me. I threw all of your stuff away into a purple bag after you betrayed me. How the hell do you even dare to wear the special necklace I gave you and smile? You caused me so much pain. I hope you suffer and that "Necklace' marking a special moment in our life brings you bad…

I am walking away from this entirely

I am washing my hands of this weirdness

Once and for all You don’t exist, your just an idea

I created this fixation in my head, and now I am choosing to dissolve it…

I know u will never text again but i pray to the old gods and the bew that you will. I would do anything to fix this. Or unload on you one ladt time. Or leave you on read like u have done me. Just ******* text me.

But there isn't any point, as cheap ***'s aren't my thing, the pleasure was all yours.

How long is this going to take??!

That’s how I’m feeling right now. I reached out a week ago and sent an apology for this summer on Tuesday. I’m not sure how long until you reply. I know in the long-term, a week is nothing and a month may end up being nothing in the big scheme of things.

I hope I didn’t hurt you or…

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I hope you are doing good.

I'm sorry for reaching out this way, out of the blue. I came across the reservation card from our date, I had written the name of the musician on it after I looked them up. I meant to tell you about it, I meant to thank you for many things, but in my haste to end things in a clean way, I…

I was with you when you heard the initial news, and I was so ready to walk this journey beside you, to support and encourage you through every difficult day. Even though our paths shifted, I still care.

I know you are getting ready to have tests done and find out where things stand. Being a caretaker is in my nature…

I can’t move on because I’m still waiting for the day you realize that I loved you more than words every second of every day with every fiber of my being and I still do. What we had can never be replicated or topped. It was US. Slowly unwrapped, layer by layer, discovering parts of ourselves and each other we hadn’t…

I thought I was doing so well. I hadn’t reached out in almost 3 months. And then this morning I was looking for an email I sent and saw an email I sent last weekend in the middle of the night to you. I had taken an Ambien and don’t remember even typing the message, much less sending it. I am so mad at myself. I’m glad…

I love you

That's that

You know now

Can we just figure out what to do next

Why would you do this? Why would you come up to me on the dance floor and give me that stupid blue bracelet? Why wouldn't you leave it at that? Why would you come up again and offer to buy me a drink? Why wouldn't you listen when I said you don't need to? Why wouldn't you stop texting when I didn't respond? Why did…

I’ll be better, I’ll be good I promise.

It hurt when you ghosted me again after wishing me a sweet happy birthday message I don’t understand

It would have been nice to still have a best friend , it’s my late moms birthday and could have used someone caring enough to distract me or at the very least ask how I am

Hey I know this is a random text but over the past week I’ve been thinking about us and how things ended and you’re gonna hate me for this (valid) but I just had to say something.

You spent a lot of time with me talking about wanting to be a better person, be kinder etc and for what it’s worth I actually do think…

you’re deeply loved because you are you.

Do you want me to forget about us ?

Do you want me to not feel hurt and move on like me and you had never met ?

Do you want me to not love you ?

Do you want yourself to not love me…

I'm thinking I get a panic attack about my ****** loveife

It's bothering me so long I feel so bad about it and I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to find someone or something meaningful, I go out, I'm in a course, I try dating apps, I'm working on myself and it's still just not enough. I don't even get…

My dream is that one day, you reach out to me.

Not because I stopped loving you, but because you told me to leave you alone forever—and I promised myself I would respect that.

So I won’t reach out.

I won’t chase you…

Well they say one is always the longest one of them all wish there was another number to go with that so one alway forgets to lock his door so just come on in say hey or something

I miss you so much, dude. It has been more than a year since I last saw you. I always dreamed of us going to the same university, but here we are, miles away. Maybe it was better for our future, but damn, I miss you so much. I have friends around, but no one will ever replace you. It's funny how I go through your…

I wanted to say hi. How are you doing? But I don't have the guts to talk to u again. You have done very well in your life and I am happy for you. But I could not reach anywhere close to you till now. I am working hard to reach your level, then only I will be able to talk to you again. I have lost my charisma and have…

I hate you for making me think this could ever be something. I hate you for strategically withholding the truth just long enough to make me fall for you. I hate that you knew how damaged I was and decided to play your games anyway. I hate that you ran away at the first hint of conflict and that your pride kept you…

You’re perpetually selfish... It’s exhausting trying to prove to you that other people’s feelings and livelihood matter too; honestly, you’re just not worth the effort anymore.

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so suffocated and lately even ******** thoughts come into my mind. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to talk to anyone. People try to talk to me and I just ignore them because my mind is somewhere else. I keep checking his profile, then her profile, then going…

I’m excited to finally put my house together this weekend.

3 months later 😐

I miss you so bad today idk why, but it’s just in my head. I miss the feeling of someone to talk to and know references I’m talking about. I don’t want to date anyone at this point because most of the people I talk to aren’t even like you. If you see this I just miss the living life out of you. I want everything that…

Things ended messy between us. That was not what I wanted, even if I did have my own doubts/concerns near the end. But there are so many things I'm thankful for, that I probably never expressed them adequately. I'm sorry for that. So here goes my attempt to correct that a tiny bit.

Thank you for the best birthday I've…

I guess since I’m not in your face no more it’s easy to not say nothing and forget what we had and you saying you love me didn’t really mean **** huh

usually people say 7 is their lucky number..atleast majority of the people i know did 7 months and it was the ********* 7 months and im still thinking about you 7 months and throughout these months ive loved you , hated you , missed you , wanted you so bad and literally experienced everything i had to 7 months and i…

Or mean EXACTLY what you say!

Tell me to leave you be cuz you don't want us anymore.

I heard you loud and clear. Again.

You got upset I didn't say HI or anything when you saw me…

I'm not jealous, I'm disgusted.You should have done better.You could have done better , but like I said , what a disappointment , i'm glad you heard me , because what the f* were you thinking , what the actual f* were you thinking

I love you, but I don’t want to wait years to get engaged, then another two years to get married, and then another year to start trying for kids. If you’re talking about possibly proposing in five years, that could easily turn into eight years before we even start a family. That’s almost a decade, and I don’t want to…

Omg ur mind that's what attracted me to you in the first place b4 I met you when we were just still just sending messages I remember thinking finally found one that is actually intelligent that I can talk to without rolling my eyes thinking omg she's a moron u know the type... that's why we clicked instantly u could…

ever since they got rid of the stuffed chicken marsala, I haven’t been back. If I go to Olive Garden, I want a ******* heart attack with my endless salad and breadsticks.

Pasta Cafe?

I never told you but that song made cry I think I’ve always cared for you I hate how I always self sabotage Can I never leave your side ever again it will **** it if I did I don’t think I would be able to breathe I’ve honestly grown with you and it’s so scary and I cry a lot even thinking my life without you.

I don’t want to lose you, Im just not willing to lose any more of myself to keep you.

To come to terms with the idea that I could bring out the worst in someone. 😔