Unsent Text Messages - Page 81

We don’t even have to try to fix things I just want to talk to you again. Start over possibly.

hey. i’ve been conflicted to say something because the last thing i want to do is make things worse. i also don’t want you to feel and pressure to respond. but, i wish you would’ve told me you just didn’t want to be friends instead of ghosting me. i know we didn’t talk for long, but i thought we meant something to…

I know you all know the real me and you’ve probably started noticing what a manipulative lying pos I am turning into. One who’s selfish, cold and in a constant state of melancholy.

I am scared ******** , but this is something I did to myself. I don’t want to cause anymore hurt. All of you mean the world to me, and I…

hours without thinking of you now

😔

How ******* dare you?

I've been reading all your messages from all those profiles you continue deny having at all. But nobody else knows you like I do and I spot you a mile away here. I love ❤️ you but you forget that I rarely ask any questions without already knowing the truth of it. We both know too many people in town and you haven't…

I don’t want to see you at all. After everything that you’ve done, I refuse to see you ever. The way you traumatized me for months is ****** up. And what’s worse is that you’re going to invalidate my feelings. Yes, I know it’s true because you’ve tried to manipulate me to believe otherwise about your actions. I am…

sometimes my mind goes there still

I was going to do a letter but you dont deserve that kind of effort. I had a draft saved up somewhere but I might as well be a smidge classy with it.

You're nothing but filth.

He used you as a stepping stone. A hole for a night.

He never loved you. (Which he's told me himself)…

You look really nice today.your hair looks great.If only if it was to get my attention.there was a point I thought it was.Its like you want my attention but that’s all you want.walking by and giving me those looks but then so distant at the same time.I don’t know if you hate me or what.I feel the tension and I hear…

I know the truth now. All of it. Every single thing you ever told me was a pathetic, manufactured lie. You lied about having a child. You lied about your past, you cheated with so many men and women and lied, lied about your sexuality, your health, and every single detail of your life. You are a complete stranger…

Now it’s your time to find me. I miss you, my twin flame. Will you ever look for me again? Will you ever want me? us? In the future? A girl can dream.

All i wanna say is thank you, ur the best thing and worst thing happened to me

I wish I could say, “I wish you the best.”

I do not. Why should I?

You don’t deserve it.

Is it safe to come back? Will you welcome me with open arms? I need to know before I make the move.

You have no idea how much I have to contain when I see you. There are things I want to do that I never let myself act on. Things I feel in the split second you’re close, when my mind forgets every reason I should keep my distance. I want to stay a little longer. Stand a little closer. Let my eyes linger instead of…

Since you broke up with me twice and abandoned me during my worst when all I had planned was a trip for both of us together to mark our 2.5 years abroad in my home. You let someone else destroy our relationship without proof, and for that I'll always resent how it took you to break me, to build you back up.

I know you…

hey do you ever remember just being really surprised at how easy it is for you to put a hand on my stomach and catch my emotional disintegration and forestall it so i don't absolutely lose my ****? i would like you to know that that's a special skill you have & it's simply bc i love the absolute **** out of you and…

I should have said "Yes" sooner.

I get why you blocked me on Snapchat, but I hate that we don’t talk anymore. I miss you and things I wish I could share with you.

This sucks.

A simple question. Please, I just need to know you’re okay. That’s all. I’m deafened by this silence.

I miss standing beside you just before a melodic bass drop, knowing we were both waiting for the same moment.

I miss planning festivals, getting ready together, travelling somewhere new, and feeling like every experience was ours.

I know I can still go to shows and create new memories. But right now, I don’t just miss…

Hey, dork ***, open your Bumble and check your likes. I'm sitting here losing my mind waiting on you.

I will give in. You know I’ll cave. You know I want you. You know I miss you. You know you have my heart even if you threw it away. Let me love you for one last magical night, or weekend let’s lock ourselves away for like 24 hours, skin on skin, eye to eye. Or I know we could really enjoy a nice long hug that lasts…

Boy if I could go back to when we first met. If I could sit myself down and tell me how much I need you in life. That on my worst days, you are my peace. My safe. You're what never let me down. You made me mindful. You made me passionate. You gave me reason. You also broke me because I couldn't understand and I…

We loved in the quiet, where no one could see, two hearts holding tightly to what could not be. We grieve not the ending, but all that might’ve been—the life left unwritten, the places we’d been. And though we must part with a love still alive, somewhere in our hearts, we’ll never say goodbye.

the one i fell in love with anymore

it blows my mind how one day you are here

and the next day you're somebody that I used to know

We have been there for you. Best friends. We shared everything. We supported you - when other friends were terrible to you, called you names, criticized your parenting, fought constantly with you. We watched you time and time again go back to these friends until finally they crossed a line that could not be undone. We…

I know how you think s, but yaa know I like myself and I think im pretty. So you can kiss my *** - j

I've been searching for your comments and posts since we broke up. When i read a confession, unsent text or an anonymous apology, i secretly hope that you were the author. It's been 4 months now, so it's time I stop looking for you in every sentence and behind every heartfelt word. Take care my little otter, I hope…

You don't get to do this you adolescent not when you knew my wounds not when you made me believe I could trust me not when you lied to me over and over and over and over again and not when you punish me every time for your life your game that you don't play that you obviously made exception because you've been playing…

I have been able to see right through you and your ******** this entire time. This is your last chance, there will probably not be an opportunity like this for you again. You can't be a champion if you're on the wrong team. They say it's "never too late". But in reality, it's about to be

My mental health isn't good. My mind is fragile. It feels like it could bend and break. I want to do the work to keep people and relationships but I'm so broken right now. Not okay at all due to my illnesses. Its difficult for me to communicate at all and my mind makes a different narrative that isn't real and I get…

if we’re on the same wavelength… Both too afraid to say the words aloud, yet they’re dancing across our eyes every time they lock. Is it just my delusion or is this real? The way your fingers dance across my ***** skin, leaving behind a subtle trail of goosebumps as you press your lips to my forehead and I fall asleep…

You could have talked to me. I could have been there for you.

I do think you shut me out because you didn't love me or want me anymore. Because if you did love me, why wouldn't you try to talk to me? Give me the opportunity to fix things?

You made me feel like I wasn't worth loving because I was struggling and not…

You always said one of the things you most liked about my appearance was my long, dark, and curly hair. And yet, the one you chose has the complete opposite in every way.

I let my guard down and watched an emotional connection unfurl.

How stupid my imagination can be. Hyper fixating on what could be, the disgusting amount of things we have in common, how I could try and make this work since the connection feels sincere...

And just like that, your dating profile comes back, it was never…

Yo girl, i dunno if u remember me but u were behind me on my first day of class, the first class of the semester. You're freaking me out. The teacher said she didnt know you. Shes the leader of the program. You would need to take her first semester classes before the second ones. So what the **** are u doing there in…

Roses are red,

I'm going to bed.

Violets are purple,

When I wake up…

Everything people spread about me- I can see how they would get that and run with it- but- there’s two sides to everything and the failure lies in not seeking out the shared truth on both sides. Then running with their preferred truth as fact-spreading it- feeding off people’s validation- falsely making themselves…