Unsent Text Messages - Page 85

No, I actually am in love with you.

Why cant you just love me?

You are supposed to love me. Have you ever tried just doing that?

Life can be very comical at times.

We both grew up poor with drug addicted parents and the love of our grandmother that kept us going.

Your whole life you chased money. What would make you seem successful.

I chose to chase happiness, no matter what that might be…

You need to show me that you want me to stay though. You came back and I thought we were ok, but I feel this distance you keep putting between us. I will stay if I know im wanted, I leave when I feel like a burden.

stop talking to me like i'm 5. i'm an adult. i don't need to be lectured.

i'm ready

face to face

no defenses

no excuses…

Emma je te souhaite le meilleur mais tu m’a fait énormément de mal je ne souhaite plus avoir quoi que ce soit avec toi niveau relationnel je t es vraiment beaucoup aimé mais tu m’a beaucoup trop blessé et manquer de respect je me suis fait trop marcher dessus les tromperie les mensonge ça suffit tu a eu ta chance tu a…

Please I need to come home. Stop with the anger. Please let it go. I will earn everything back even if I feel I should not have lost it. But you have to give me a shot a real one. You can’t ask me to fight and be mean or hateful. I hate that my survival lives with you again. It’s easy to run. It’s hard to fight. To…

Hi. I miss you. And I feel so dumb saying that to you. I held onto you too tight for too long when you were practically begging me to let you go. You don’t deserve to hear I miss you. Letting you go has been foreign. But freeing. I’ll never hold on that tightly to anyone ever again. Not when it isn’t reciprocated. I…

I hope the dog is enough that you stop using, mocking and exploiting people. This whole thing really sucked.

Aprendi l'espanol de Las telenovelas

Me llamo Aura

Y si nos consimos de casualidad

No fue mi intencion de amarte…

Hey Babe,

Thank you for last night.

Thank you for holding up your end of the bargain.

Thank you for gently tethering me, like a fragile bird taking flight…

I fought tooth and nail, but nothing was ever good enough for you. You said you were better than my kids dad? No not really.. just because you didnt hit me doesnt mean you didnt break me. Except in 1 matter you were better and that was you were honest when it came down to you were honest when you got me pregnant. You…

i just want something to be for me. and to know it's for me. and to know it's you who wants me to know it's for me. i go a little crazier every time i think i see it. i go a little crazier hoping. and. idk how to tell you it's you i want. because you took that choice from me. so i just assume that's not what you want.

I really thought i would have heard from you by now. I guess he is keeping you busy these days. Thats a funny mental vision for sure. He's about the same height as a garden gnome and there u are 5'6" and perfect,......perfectly empty too. That beautiful face has absolutely zero thoughts going on behind it but who…

The first one during after school volunteering felt hey i like you i want to see where this will go

15 years later

The last one first time seeing you in a month was hey ill always love you though were not in a romantic relationship anymore i still want you in my life

And I don't want to live without you.

I don't want us to be part of the past.

I don't want to delete all the pictures of us.

I don't want to be sad, looking at all the pictures of us…

Am I setting myself up for failure by waiting for you? When everyone says I should move on something inside of me says "stand still and wait, but work on yourself in the meantime!" I'm so confused!!

I can't do this. I can't go to work like this. Please I’m sorry, come back.

And taking care. Trying to move on but it's difficult which makes no sense. You didn't choose me at end so don't know why I'm struggling W it . Anyway still wish you to be happy and wish we could be mates

Our sad situation would be a lot different if you would've apologized and meant it. Now we're just strangers that once meant everything to each other.

Did you not get my letter sat atop all the gifts you’ve ever given me these last 2 years?

Don’t ******* contact me period unless it’s to talk about how you broke this relationship off, how YOU destroyed the future I thought WE envisioned.

Anything I’d like to talk about. What a ******* joke.

This is not the answer to my…

Hi there, I just can’t stop thinking about you, even now. I know you’re this mix of cute, pretty and gorgeous, and you have a magnetic personality. I know you’re way smart, smarter than me possibly. I know you have great dress sense. And you’re just so switched on; you know what you like and what you don’t. You’re…

Life's ******* short and I dont wanna be just friends you know. But im afraid if I say this youll just ghost me or ill forever be in the friend zone. Just have to wait for my moment.

Usually, when work has worn me down, your voice is the one I want to hear. The one that makes me believe everything will be alright.

Today, when everything seemed to go wrong, there was only one voice I wanted on the other end of the phone.

When I began to cry, I felt the love of my friends surround me. I’m so lucky to…

You have made it clear I’m nothing special I’m one of the many fighting for your attention I have never been truly seen as someone who is extraordinary or exquisite I’m average if that so why waste your time and energy because I will treat you like a king even though I’m just a placeholder

"My life got better when I realized I didn't have to be nice. Nice got me used, stressed out and disrespected. I'm not nice. I'm a good person. There's a difference."

And I think a healthier way to frame this is:

My life got better when I learned to balance kindness with self-respect. Being considerate is important, but…

dear stalker,

your jealousy and insecurity is hilarious. we both agree it's pathetic. i'm excited for the consequences of your actions.

love, me

I really wish I had opened up a beer, and then i would have the excuse of calling you and telling you everything.

To L

Thankyou for letting me go! If you hadn’t I wouldn’t have started seeing someone else who I think can give me everything I want and deserve! He’s a very different man to you a bit like you in a the beginning but it’s not an act for him.

B

I miss you so bad love. I'm still thinking about you all day long. I catch myself looking at my phone way too much, hoping that you will reach out. I miss your head resting on my chest and holding you close. I miss your touch. The longer I'm deprived of it, the more I want it. We have fun no matter what we do. I miss…

I won't send you this because you hate me. Your birthday was the best day for me. I always wanted to make you super happy and I still love you so much that my heart fills like exploding. I hope whoever is your today, spoils you and gives you what you missed from me. I love you no matter what. Forever amore mio. Ti amo.

Funny, isn't it, the way memory works? The things you can't quite remember, and the things you can never forget.

it will be our last words so make them clear I’m not to happy with you doing that I don’t mind the Déjà vu but the words coming out of your mind or mouth throw me for a loop I expect them to be in person I realize there’s more then one voice being used

Wo I know when you get off work and when you go in , I wanted to say i miss you and I hope youre ok. I hope that your heart doesnt ache for me like mine does for you. I hope youre not woken up by the dreams of whay could have been. I hope that when I cross your mind in the middle of the day your whole body doesnt…

As much as I miss you, I can’t force it. I had this conversation with my friend earlier and she was right, instead of trying to force it, I should let the universe take course. If we’re meant to be, we’re meant to be. Wherever you are, I hope you’re doing amazing. Love ya - G

Can I ask you something that’s been bothering me? After we saw each other, I really thought we were on the same page about wanting to spend more time together. You’ve told me you have feelings for me and that you’re not entertaining anyone else.

But I noticed you added another woman on The Pattern, and it made me…

You can you know 🤷🏼‍♀️you are an adult last I checked. 35 years & my friend I thought. My fight was never with you. I also felt deep grief when I shared the creepy stuff with my ex. I know you are friends with him & I know you are a loyal guy & I think it’s great letting him park over there I just can’t tell if you…

I did feel a "click", or whatever that means.

I would have been willing to go through the pain if it meant experiencing the good parts.

About that day: I know what you mean. There are certain memories of that day which are stuck in my mind.

My mind has been a jumble too. I find it's worse when we haven't been speaking…

Sometimes the scenario in my head gets a little too good. I’ll be completely innocent one minute, and then somehow my imagination has taken a very questionable turn. And the worst part? You make it far too easy. A look, a smile, standing a little too close… and suddenly my mind is filling in the blanks you never…

hey you. life’s going okay since we cut contacts july 30th. almost been 3 whole months without talking to you. it still feels weird, i still look for you everywhere. i still love you. i haven’t moved on, i don’t think i ever will. i’ve been able to look at pictures and memories without breaking down, ive “locked in”…