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You genuinely suck. You can’t even send me a single song without some passive aggressive comment about how you think you’re better than me for your “deep and dark” taste I couldn’t possible understand. And all this coming from a ******* 40 year old dork

I can’t text you. It’s clear you don’t want to talk. But something feels off about you. I can’t explain it. I still care, and I always will. I miss you and just hope you’re okay.

For the rest of my life. I’m going to hold my breath around every corner. I am going to hold out hope that you will come for me, for us.

The person i finally chose. Reminds me of you. Because They've ignored me for days. And oddly it makes me want them more....

Maybe I’m not delusional completely… That felt more calculated… I still never got an answer that I’ve asked a few times are here … but I think your listening now ( or reading haha) do you think of me when you are alone after the porch light goes on … hmm

Okay okay sleep I need sleep . 😂

I don’t understand and I’m struggling to set it aside: I ask you to go look at the moon because it’s breathtaking, I tell you I miss you because I do, and you tell me it’s “dehumanizing.” I genuinely do not understand.

How can you, and you have—always, taken everything beautiful and turn it so ******* ugly? I know we…

i was unmoored. every shred of what i thought made me, ME, was taken. the only ballast left was that i was a mother.

when you left, and i was relieved because it was torture to not be US anymore. because what we became was not us.

and so i let the wolf in. i allowed him to slowly, softly, gently, erode those parts i…

If you need to vent, I’ll listen. If you want my opinion, I’ll give it.

It’s so dumb, but I’ve never had anyone think so deeply about me and make such an effort for me to go enjoy nature and the stars at the planetarium. It sticks to me like super glue, the first person to ever listen and take thoughtful initiative on what I’d like. I’d never experienced that love or care, and despite it…

Damn you . Bc I want to say hello but I said I wouldn’t come over there .

You tried to "read" me and instead got read yourself. Just always know that we can go there. Faster than they can, faster than the average person. How'd those apple taste? Bitter I hope.

I know I desperately need to just cut the cord and be done with it, but God it's so hard to bring myself to do it.

Years of precious memories with you that I can see the perfect way to preserve. I can see the path clearly in my mind, the path to understand each other and be what we were again.

I can see that path…

It's been five and a half years, N. When we met, we were just kids. When we eventually went our different ways, we were barely adults. Now I have a fiancee, and you have a husband. You graduated with your bachelor's and moved 400 miles away. I dropped out of university and enrolled at a local community college. I…

Hey so you probably blocked me but if not *** was that? Like I know in the beginning we worked together and it would’ve been awkward to pretend I didn’t exist considering the circumstances but there was a whole extra year of your back and forth bs after that and I just ??? Are you genuinely just that emotionally…

I think there is a reason why we didn't work. We can only get so close before we to trigger each other. This cycle is tiring.

You are hella smart, and resourceful. I think you were right to walk out all those years ago. Why did you make a half-assed attempt at returning?

To play with my feelings? Make sure I'm not…

I am starting an ASL club at my school but somehow I still feel just as empty as before

I know I said it’s cool, but I’m honestly not so sure anymore. Maybe it’s best to leave things as they are…?

Even tho you said you’re not my friend that you don’t wanna reply all the time and to stop talking to you and to get other friends my heart still Carries you my heart still calls you my best friend even tho you were fake to me for a few years without me even knowing it. I will not find a new best friend since you left…

holy shi it was sooo good today. i missed u a lot. i really cried after i reached home. cried a lot. hate it that we cant be together. we both did accept it but somewhere it still lingers. what if we were together? things wouldnt be like this right? anyways i missed u a lot and i love you toooooo.

Finally realize that you don’t think about me when you don’t see me. Honestly. That’s worse than telling me “we need to hang out”, when I ask if you want to get a beer. You don’t think about me if we’re not at work, even when you say “it’s not the right time.” That sounds like there will be a right time. Brother it is…

After it all. Silence is, safe. Being alone has become normal. Disconnected from society & yet completely trapped in an endless battle of what & how to become free.

Letting go of the weight completely will probably be easier if I just ... leave it. Go where? How? No money & no car. What is left of my mission here…

She baits her breath with hurtful threats and hopes that I receive

To stoke my fears and draw me near and prays I’ll never leave

It’s just for fun They’re not the one It’s you and only you

She’ll tell me this and She’ll tell me that But she never tells the truth…

you’ll probably enjoy knowing that

No you dont act like a libra, libras are supposed to be charming. Stay safe out there. Be good, dont do anything I wouldnt do.

Not with you, but I would usually tell you how angry I am when something upsets me or I find something unfair and, well, you're not here to listen anymore. I can't understand how some people have everything and are still finding reasons to make themselves miserable, even tho I can't blame them because I do have…

I have always been able to think from someone else's perspective. Before i say I think some celeb is hot, i think about you and don't say it. When ppl are trading **** stories at work, i dont tell any because i thought about you. When a conversation with a female even get remotely flirty, I walk away. I think BEFORE I…

Hey poor snack choices - even after all this time I don’t want anybody else’s balls in my kitchen.

Speaking of kitchens - I could really use some advice on picking out a paddle. But I can’t even ask you that.

Every time I click on a picture to send to someone it’s your face that comes up first. Not sure why it does…

I let you put me in a box Drawing all my lines I worked so hard just to please you And told myself I was fine You showed me off to strangers and friends Taking credit for what god had done I didn’t feel strong or fortunate or brave I just wanted to be normal for once But normal wasn’t something that you could give…

if you cannot bother to remember that i cannot take pain medication EVERY time i tell you, why tf do you send me a thousand messagss asking about my surgery? it kinda comes off like you're just trying to annoy me while i'm suffering

we're at the stage of things where i've finally started opening up to other people. where enough bait has been dangled for me that i'm hanging on the hook, gasping for air. and i'm being reminded that there's no chance for it to be me. so now i've started rejecting people i would have said yes to, again. and the next…

Hi I know you’ll never see this but I think you’re really cute. I always see you on my bus to college and you stand out so much especially with that long brown hair. I think it really suits you and i WISH i could pull the same thing off. You’re handsome and you seem so full of joy but i’m too scared to even talk to…

i just want something to be for me. and to know it's for me. and to know it's you who wants me to know it's for me. i go a little crazier every time i think i see it. i go a little crazier hoping. and. idk how to tell you it's you i want. because you took that choice from me. so i just assume that's not what you want.

Would you like to come over and use my face as a chair? In the most loving way possible....

You make me so weak. So pathetic and easy whenever you call for me. The moment you say please my ability to stand firm on my decisions wavers. The softest spot inside my heart is reserved only for you and no matter how hard I try I cannot harden it.

One last time

Tell me you don't feel it

Need it

Crave it…

The day of the mutual friend party. To be honest I am excited and nervous to see you. It may be the last time we ever see each other. Just know I love you, and always will. Cant wait to laugh with you, one last time. See you soon K.

I have an absolute giant cush on you. I find myself drawn to you. You are so kind, helpful, funny, kinda nerdy, and can always make me smile. You know Ive struggled with depression but around you I find life easier. We have a connection that we cant hide. We give each other the same looks when our manager is stressed…

We can still be friends, but if you're wondering if I lost interest you are correct. I try to make it work and you pull away everytime and then you try but I've already learned how to stay away on this hill. I'm waving this white flag as a peace offering for us both. I've found my closure and ready to go home. I'm…

I don’t want to lose you, Im just not willing to lose any more of myself to keep you.

I jus wanna **** you till I go limp. Might be that dude your parents warned you about…stay away or get closer to me!