Unsent Text Messages - Page 44

Hoh, my eyes were so certain that it was your name that popped up on my screen, I took a closer look with both fear and excitement… I think I need glasses.

Do you want to come over and sit on my face?

Sometimes i miss you. But i always remind myself how ***** up you are. Lying to me, betraying me, completely and intentionally destroying my self-confidence because you have none....so yeah, somehow i miss you. But in the end, i always wish you that, you find someone like yourself and let her *** u up.

I love you so much. I am overcome by emotion - ur least favorite world

I just want YOU to be happy and want YOU to be at peace. If my absence is what helps you get that then ok. Just know that I am here in case you need anything. I miss you soooooooo much. I am just going through life like a zombie. But every ounce of…

Yeah. I don’t love you anymore. I haven’t for a while. You just kept doing these things that turned me off and eventually you got physical with me. That really just put a bad taste in my mouth. It’s hard for me to hate people, the only other person I hate is my mother. You and my mother.

I think you’re lost. You’ve…

I know the truth now. All of it. Every single thing you ever told me was a pathetic, manufactured lie. You lied about having a child. You lied about your past, you cheated with so many men and women and lied, lied about your sexuality, your health, and every single detail of your life. You are a complete stranger…

Wishing there was a chance I could talk to you before the universe forces us to run into each other again. I’m waiting

I would send this.

Since I don’t honestly believe it would make a difference I simply won’t.

Here goes.

I never needed perfect nor did I want it. What I needed and wanted was the ability for each to own their side of the fence…

I want you. I want to send but we went through so much it became toxic and I’m scared u use it against me. I want u to **** me I want to see u are u him just give me something give me a voice a face anything. Don’t leave I can’t get u out of my head ughhh. I want more than just online I want friends with benefits we…

The whispers in the wind keep telling me to stop posting.. but for some reason I don’t obey them.

The pictures got a message across. Totally spotted the entire week after those were posted. Now every time I get wound up over being heart broken over him that happens. Starting to think I might actually be knocked up…

To move on now. I cannot wait any longer hoping that someday you will open up to me again, talk to me again, let me know you again. Even when I know that you will never see me the same again, you will never love me again.

I am very well aware that I do deserve that and a lot lot more. I knew that all the while hoping…

When I met you, I fell so deeply in love that it was like it didn’t or couldnt feel possible, unless it happened to you ..like an undeniable force i couldn’t fully comprehend or explain.

And then the thing even more amazing is that when I looked into your eyes I seen that you felt the same way.. I noticed you to, were…

You walked away because you said you felt weird but I'm always here, just a message away. Not waiting, but worrying sometimes.

Was watching a series which had a forbidden romance plot. Didn't think much of it when I turned it on because it's a cliché but some of the scenes reminded me of you. I'm not even sure if we can called what happened a romance. You'd probably mock me for making a parallel btw the situations. But I'm thinking about you…

Call me if you want to meet me half way

I ended things because I had to. You couldn’t treat me right. You couldn’t even say you cared about me towards the end. I made myself small for you. I gave up so much and put up with so much I didn’t deserve. A small part of me hoped that me ending things would force you to show your feelings, but instead you blocked…

I think if you were to stop taking every little thing as a slight for a sec you would see my heart. I guess I could also take my own advice on this. I hope we both do. Before it’s too late.

Being in love is building You can’t ignorantly swing a hammer at a nail and expect not to hit something else, it can be hard to be calculated, but it’s harder to fix something you didn’t mean to break in the first place.

I tried moving on. I tried avoiding you and not reach out for as long as I could. I know things are complicated and I know that it may never be the way it used to be. Even thought years have gone by since we were last together in a relationship I still harbor the same feelings that I used too. We hung out and it felt…

I moved to your city a couple weeks ago. Coincidentally got an apartment in the same area. I got late for work today. I saw you on the way to the subway. Your blue shirt and black pants. Charming as always. I only saw the back of your head. But I knew it was you. I thought of calling out to you. But I didn’t know if…

Some days I feel like I have it all together. Some days I don’t, and today is one of those days. And honestly, I’m ****** about it. How can you possibly still have this kind of effect on me when I took EVERY necessary step to heal? I faced it, I accepted it, I grieved it, all in solitude and I learned how to move…

This is what this place is for attention everyone here is seeking some type of attention so for a person to get put down for looking for attention that's insane.

why did you do that to me? i didn’t deserve it

You made me break it off with you because you couldn't be honest. In hindsight I understand fully. But I gave you the best of me and now you're back dating already? We said I love you we made plans for the future and then you do that? Don't have the time but will call out a woman who lives 2 hours away. Goth chick…

I was your Sour Patch, we spoke on the phone for hours. We never needed to find something to talk about, it happened naturally.

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You acted like the most perfect, caring partner in the beginning, only to flip a switch and become the coldest, cruelest person I’ve ever known. You waited until I finally let my guard down and trusted you to break every single promise you made. Now, you’ve moved on at lightning speed. You already have a new…

I am so tired today.

I could some cuddles and a warm meal cooked by you.

and especially some lovins

Unconditional love requires openness and honesty Not pedestals built on false presumption of who you could be Show me all the sides of you the parts that you try to hide I promise I won’t ever judge you for who you are inside I want to prove to my feelings and show you that I care My heart remains with you it’s found…

Hey Babe,

You’ve probably noticed my absence today, I’ve certainly noticed yours…

I suppose this, whatever “this” is, is now transitioning into a permanent ending.

Every ounce of my mental capacity has been thrown at your escape hatch. It has thrown me through a loop and I don’t know what to think anymore. I’m frozen…

It would be for you to see yourself how I see you. Even just a tiny itty bitty glimpse.

Sweet dreams. Let's try again tomorrow

Would you like it if I texted you? Unblocked you and reached out? Or would you be cold and break my heart again?

to go for a walk in the rain?

escape the eyes prying to understand our pain?

You said you needed space and Im going to respect this time. As much as it hurts I know this space is also good for me. Gives me time to process things without offloading it all on you.

At first all I could see was what you did wrong, every time you left me to wonder while you just stopped communicating. I’ve been self…

Why are all your stories of what you overheard and never your own?

Saw you today on the other street Recently, i listened to your posted videos and felt sad, even cried. I wish that you won’t be sad anymore and find the love you yearn for.

You just felt sorry for me.

You don't love me.

Take it back.

Say you don't love me.

I don't want to make it awkward when you come around or embarass the both of us. But I'll keep nice and friendly for you because this is the new me you see. Please heed my smile with a smile and my wave or hello with the equal gesture or more if you have anything for me. I at least wanna know. Please man up and don't…

just ate a breakfast crunchwrap and it made me think of you.

wish i could tell you. that’s all.

Because I know I’m the only one who really knows who you are. And I hold that very dear. Whether we are talking or not.