Unsent Text Messages - Page 69

I’m so soccer mom coded.

Why do you always take off your glasses when we talk? I literally see you for multiple hours, and you don’t do it with others. When you sit across from me, you take them off.

I mean, you have amazing eyes so thank you for that. 🤣

What if we all found someone who had just as much passion for us as we have for our person?

I have had the time and space to untangle the Knot of domestic drama that surrounded us And found our thread The truths we were too scared to admit out loud To question my own second guessing of My gut feelings All too late

That’s it, that’s the text 😵‍💫😵‍💫

I knew, I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you that you were the one. I wanted you to be mine, to be the last thing I saw every night and the first thing I saw each morning, and for a while, you were.

But here we are with 6 months of separation between us and I cant shake the thought of you from my mind. Even…

Keep your excuses.

Keep your lies.

I know the script

I know disguise…

I’ll never message you again. I’ll move forward and direct my attention to the future. If you never clear up the lies and spirit of manipulation you carry, you’ll be forever gone from my world. Truly just a memory or a wish I had, that some healed version of you could exist. That will be the end of our story.

I don't know if I'd want a relationship with you, but I wouldn't mind feeling you twitch inside me 😘 I bet you really could rock me like a hurricane lol 😉

I never thought the person who once knew my heart so well would become the person who made me feel like I meant nothing

Please please I don’t want to forget your voice. I don’t want to forget your smile. I don’t want to forget your laugh.

I forget a lot of things and I absolutely hate it. I hate that my memory is like this. But god you’re the one thing I never want to forget. Please.

Where did you go? I wish you could know me And I wish I could know you much more sometimes. Willing and able to… Dm me - G

I still think about you everyday. I miss your daily updates and rants. Just sitting on the phone for hours talking about everything and nothing. I miss waking up and cuddling you before falling back asleep again in your arms. I miss just looking at eachother with a stupid cheeky look. I miss your presence and…

So you were being hateful and giving me the silent treatment all day Saturday. I begged you to tell me what's wrong. But we got up Sunday morning and you kissed me? I wasn't going to kiss you like i usually do every morning.becauae u had been a c_nt all night .What was that anyways? Later that night, we said, i love…

You trying to be mysterious completely backfired

But I rly rly rly need my pendrive back

PLEASE .

And I carry all of the trauma, my mind and body repressing it every day

I wait for the day

That it finally bursts out

😔

if I sent you a question about the games today?

I feel so stupid for still wanting you when you’ve so obviously moved on.

Dear A, Idk why I let you use me again. I had known you for over 2 years, knew exactly what you were like, and let you do it anyway. I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt. I knew I shouldn’t have but I did it anyway. You’re a pathological liar and you don’t care about me at all. You are toxic, manipulative…

The clock keeps ticking and time seems to blend together I feel alone in a crowded room I look for you in places I know I’ll never find you because honestly it’s easier than facing the truth of it all . He wanted something different from day one , he hasn’t been happy . And I’m left here wondering what the hell went…

M- Today I realized I should be glad you didn't want me to love you. I would have. With my whole heart. And you would have ****** my life up. I still inexplicably want your attention, but I understand now I dodged a bullet, even if I sprained something leaping out of the way. 🖤

You are embarrassing and so much older than me . I hate your personality. I don’t want to get to know you.

I feel like flooding this **** but I dont feel like flooding this ****, do you get me?

So Im gonna take your lead and leave for a while.

Just telling you cause this ghostie thingy is not my thing, Im more of a vampire person... Sleeping during the day, awake at night, neck biting stuff, you know!

I feel like going insane…

you have audacity to try to say you want everything with us while trying to tell me I cant have certain friends, I cant have certain social platforms, and I have to save money for specific things.

Nah, I shrunk myself long enough.

I get you were worried about the other gender so I stopped being friends with them...but…

🤔 Confessions I miss it Bring it back right meow 🐱 Watching the videos only make me miss things more ☹️ 😏such good angles I wanna make more 🙃 No loc worries now so I’d like to resume outdoor activities peas 🫛 🤔a nice jogging trail? Or wherever If your down miss it too you lmk I’ll scoop you for lunch ( you’ll be…

Look at all this ******** you created, lie after lie after lie. Every time I’ve made mistakes I have owned them and got better. Proved how capable, supporting, reassuring I was, how I pushed for you to experience new things and say yes to more. I spent so long talking you up.

In return you talked me down and made…

I love doing missionary positions.. the way I can keep eye contact with herr.. smiling and playing with her... Laying over her body.. slippery... Holding her hands tight... Kissing her neck.. ears.. cheeks.. while banging her as hard and deep😭

The older I get, the more I realize how valuable time is. I have profound respect for the people who meet my effort halfway. When friends willingly pause their own busy lives, drop what they’re doing, and choose to show up just to be present and make real memories—it speaks louder than words.

Still waiting for my birthday present

We haven’t talked in quite some time. I think apart of me is scared to approach you. You made it clear that you didn’t want to date. I wasn’t ready and it wouldn’t have worked. We tried being friends but you then you got drunk and said something that really hurt me. I removed you and you blocked me. We haven’t spoken…

I just text you and you're being weird af. Why? *** is up with you. Idk why i even bother to try salvage any type of relationship with u. In the past year u forgot how to talk? Why can't u just put all the bs aside? Yes, i realize i was with her a year and ik fs u sabotaged it. Idc about that. I only care about u.

kisses of love, gratitude, and all the other things words cannot capture.

You came into my life like a ******* hurricane. You saw me, my baggage, my trauma, and all the things that had taught me to expect less, and somehow you didn’t flinch. You found the bar for my standards lying on the damn floor, picked it up, and then didn’t just hand it back to me, you raised it. You threw that bar…

J I miss you so much right now Years have passed and I still wonder about you every single day and surprisingly I don’t think about you the way you would expect even though I do miss being intimate with you I think back more on how you’re doing in your life I’ve been struggling J and you were the one person I ever…

knowing you you're probably reading this. just text me please.

I wish you’d reach out. I wish I didn’t think about you every single day. I am tired. I hope to walk these streets one day without remembering our hugs, our laughter, our first date. I can't even walk past the doorway where we kissed for the first time. I hate that I can’t erase those memories and walk through this…

to do list:

\-get money \-disappear with the loml \-find the loml

I just miss you. I just want to know you’re okay I want to look into your eyes and see for myself that you’re happy I adore you I long for you I can’t get you out of my head, just like you wanted. I want to feel your breath on me I want to feel your body pressed against mine I want to look in your eyes Kiss you so…

to cater to YOU

what YOU may be comfy with

what YOU want

so giving an opening is selfish now…