Unsent Text Messages - Page 70

Plenty of fishes in the sea.

But I eat pork.

Won't you come back?

I dont think you know just how speacial you are to me. The one man who made me feel like a little girl. Who made me get butterflies just at the thought of your name. Who made me be excited to knock off becuase you are coming to pick me and I just cant wait to see your cute face.

The first time we met? You came to pick…

but she has only made me stronger 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Tbh, the look on your face hurt far worse than anything you said to each other and I heard a lot.

You looked content, you were actually paying attention and listening. You were calm and receptive, most importantly I could tell that you were being honest.

I never once saw that look when we spoke, you were absent and…

I need to stop reading these. There is this stupid sliver of hope that maybe it's you. Finally. Anyways ending in disappointment. Why does it mean forever to me? I wish it didn't. I wish I wasn't already forgotten.

I told you my honest feelings and asked you to step into your full potential and become the beautiful man you were always meant to be. I’ve been met with silence. I will take that as your answer.

Please know I am not hurt or angry. Not at all. I am just a bit sad. I’m going to move forward in my life and focus on…

The older I get, the more I realize that someone making time for you is one of the clearest signs they care. Everyone is busy. Everyone has responsibilities and their own battles to fight. So when someone consistently chooses to spend their time with you, checks on you, and makes space for you in their life, it means…

Ooooooo, IT'S. FRICKING. ON! 🤣

I ******* hate myself for ever loving you. I wish I could go back to the night we met and go the opposite way. It’s been a year and I still carry the grief and pain. It’s like a war flashback that infiltrates my brain anytime I feel remotely happy. The pain you caused lingers and prevents me from feeling genuinely…

I made my heart understand that stalking him won’t change anything or give me the answers I need. If he wants to do something, he will. And if he doesn’t, no amount of checking will change that. For once, I’m choosing my peace over my curiosity. Maybe healing is just learning to let go of what we can’t control.

You probably hate me but i really did care about you I knew that you were fighting and internal battle every time I was near you so I avoided even looking at you i actively avoided you your work place and limited myself to 3 visits a week I even talked to some you worked with told tell me when you were rostered so I…

You ruined the version of me that believed love could be safe.

Before you, I never believed in soulmates. I had never truly been in love. I had never looked at someone and thought, I found my future husband. I had never called anyone and said those words with complete certainty. And then there was you.

You made me…

No, I don’t want to start a business with any of you. Yes, I’m aware that you’re just trying to figure out where I’ve put the large X in the sand. No, I’m not stupid and frankly it’s embarrassing any time any of you nonchalantly bring it up. Just stop. I know everyone in the R.O.F. Group. The game is over.

This whole “no contact” thing has made me miss the good times. It hasn’t made me remember the bad, or all the reasons things ended. But now that you’ve reached out to me, even over something so stupid and insignificant, it’s made me realise something very clearly: I don’t want you in my life anymore. It’s done. I…

You asked me that out of nowhere the other day. While we were hanging out like we do all the time. The weird thing is that I knew exactly what you meant because it didn’t need any context. That’s the question that constantly lives between us. Not because we don’t want this, but because we’re still both so afraid that…

Yeah you read that correct dummy... I'm sure she'd really be proud of her "Precious little boy" once she finds out what you've really been doing. SMH... While she sits at home all day washing your dirty underwear, your out blowing all your unemployment $ on cheap smelly ***********. Its actually pretty sad TBH cuz…

Or is too much taken, those that ride the success of your mental fortitude will miss it when it’s gone.

When those that cannot keep their temper in check daily, who’s own mind prevents them from achieving greatness, who’s success required a crutch miss that. They will crumble.

Like those who mirrored my best qualities…

I'd still take you back I can say I wouldn't but I know it'd be a lie at this point. You were everything to me for so long we have the most beautiful daughter and if it meant I could see her every night again I would take all the disrespect in the world. I hate that I know that's no example I'd want her to see but I…

—— please don’t question how genuine our friendship was it’s been 2 months and i know you and literally everyone has already moved on but i haven’t. every single one of my quirks and what makes me, me has been picked apart under a microscope and i say the wrong things snd everything has been so misconstrued about me…

I feel like a ******* idiot!! To think you actually could care about someone besides yourself… **** what I thought we could have as far as a romantic relationship goes, I thought we meant something to one another and we had our own kind of love that we’d always be there for each other… lol I ain’t heard from you in…

every time I think about the night that you finally admitted to cheating on me, I’m sick to my stomach. why did it take you almost 2 years to own up to it? in between that time, you continuously reminded me that I was never enough for you. you never made any sense. you hated everything about me but begged me stay…

What is good about the morning

Idk, texts to an avoidant?

I know it’s been a while since we talked, and I know our last conversation wasn’t how either of us wanted it to go. I just really wanted to say I'm sorry. This summer I got myself into therapy, and it helped me realize that I pushed you away by letting my own insecurities project into the relationship. You did your…

One of the things mentioned in your bio is that you like women who know what they want. Well what if I want another man? I know exactly who. But he’s terible for me. Euphoric and poisonous. Like all the best things that I’ll never do again

I fell harder than I thought. It was good seeing you again today. Now I know what I was running from. I’m running from my ❤️….not you

And then she said she couldn't trust me. And wasnt going to explain herself. Guess she wasn't that into me.

..you? Either dancing with your sparkly rave babes, or trying to get with your friend's sister, or anything else involving a girl.

Our push-pull has been ******* me slowly, but recently it's been ******* me faster. I'm helping you now. The physical intimacy was always low, but I always had a kiss or 2 stored away for…

you ******* sucked as a partner. you didn’t protect me. you didn’t care about my needs, only yours. i didn’t matter to you. my love didn’t matter to you. i feel used by you. i feel so weak. you didn’t love me enough to not sleep with her. you didn’t love me enough to tell me what you were going through. you didn’t…

It's been quite rainy where I am, what about you? Might you be traveling?

My Home wandering through my home. Does everything make you think of me?

You know, I almost did it. Almost reached for you. It was a little scary, I didn't consciously realize what I was doing until it was almost too late.

Isn't it strange? How the…

When we first broke up, I tried to fix things. I know it was too late but I gave it a shot. Then I stopped because it never would have worked. You were too far gone. So I gave the space you so desperately needed. That hurt but I knew it was for the best. I kept the door open though.

After one month passed, I thought…

Next time you discard your next experiment and I’m just a distant memory. I hope you remember I was the one person that loved you unconditionally and would’ve done anything to build the best future with you. I hope you remember it wasn’t always perfect but I would’ve done anything to fix things. I hope you remember I…

I banished the feelings. Return to sender. I believe we can choose who we love. It can’t all be decided by the fates and fluctuations in hormones, right? Give me some power back, please. I’m begging you to let me let you go…

You had a 100 reasons to leave,

But I had 1,000 reasons for you to stay.

I know you wish I would just drop dead and I wish I could now too

I've been reading all your messages from all those profiles you continue deny having at all. But nobody else knows you like I do and I spot you a mile away here. I love ❤️ you but you forget that I rarely ask any questions without already knowing the truth of it. We both know too many people in town and you haven't…

Did you really think I’d get better if you left? Really?

You ******* me in the back and you pretend you’re the one bleeding.

And you know no matter what you have done, no matter all the horrible things you said to me. The names u called me. I never disrespected you or called you anything other than a beautiful woman. I don't even use curse words when we argue, just so you can't say, i cursed you. And between you outing me and sabotaging me…

How ******* dare you?